Moving on

Chapter 1 leaving me

When he walked out of my room leaving just a kiss on my head, I couldn't scream or shout at him I wanted him to stay so badly but the lump in my thought wouldn't let any noise come out of me. The love of my life just told me he didn't love me, he kissed me goodbye on the head and left my room. What could I do, he didn't want me anymore trying to fight and trying to make him stay was not going to work because he didn't love me. We had been together for six months and now I was not the one. What did I do? How can I make the pain go away? Why didn't it work? I have all of these questions in my head that I didn't know the answer to. Here I am left staring out of my bedroom window wondering what I could have done to make him not love me anymore.

2 weeks later

"Lilly dinners on the table" shouted mum from down stairs for the third time but I wasn't hungry.

I got up out of my bed and the door opened it was albus he gave me a big hug.

"I know going back to Hogwarts tomorrow will be hard for you, please don't hate me he is my best friend" then Albus kissed me on the head a grabbed my hand.

He didn't get it, I don't care anymore, if he doesn't speak to me then I will be fine. Being in my room for two weeks to sort my head out helped, everyone tried to speak to me about it but I couldn't speak about it, even thinking about it hurt. I haven't spook much for the last two weeks and mum has been fussing over me none stop since he walked out. Late at night when I can't sleep I sit on the stairs to lessoning to mum and dad's conversions. They have been thinking about sending me to a cancelling. Jamie's told them it's just a petty first love thing and I will get over it. I don't see how I will, from the monument I wake up in the morning and in till I fall asleep at night all I can feel is an aching pain in my heart. Nothing can help with the pain I am feeling. Rose my cousin came round the day after with chocolate and ice-cream, she told me it will help but it didn't, all I did was cry on her shoulder for about three hours she says that I will move on but they just didn't get it. How can I move on when I feel like a part of me is dead everything reminds me off him.

"Lily how are you?" asked my uncle Ron, I didn't even no everyone was here but then again I've been so raped up in my own little world I don't even notice if someone is in my room. I then looked around the room to see everyone was here even HIM.

He didn't even look up at his plate I forgot how close he was to Albus, he always come round the night before we go to Hogwarts to get ready with Albus. Mum notice how unconvertible I was and offered me a glass of juice.

"I'm fine Uncle Ron thanks ... Water please mum" I whispered trying to fight the tears back.

Once dinner was over I went straight back to my room and closed the door behind me I ran and jumped on my bed and sleep took over instantly. When I woke up it was about 10pm my mouth was dry and I needed a glass of water. I got up from my bed and walked out of my room as I walked down the hall way I could hear the adults talking so I sat on the stairs, soon I found out that all the adults where talking and about me.

"Poor girl, she looks like she lost some weight and sleep over the last two weeks. Is it really hurting her that bad?" asked Auntie Hermione.

"She is normally really strong, I don't know what's gotten into her" said my dad he was really worried about me.

"She was really good at dinner though but she normally speaks more she must have really loved him" said Uncle Ron he knows me to well.

"Why did you let the lad in the house so early? You should have told albus to give it till next holiday to have him round." said my godfather Neville.

"He is albus best friend they go to Hogwarts every holiday it's a tradition they have done since first year." said my mum in and guilty tone knowing herself it was a mistake.

"She should show that boy what he is missing. Not moping around the house like there will be no tomorrow, she should make him feel dum and stupide for letting her go. You all saw the way he looked at her, he still loves her he just don't know it yet." said untie Hermione I rember her telling me the story about uncle Ron dated a girl in sixth year even though he know he loved Aunt Hermione.

I couldn't take the conversation anymore so I walked down stairs, walking past the adults who all went silent as soon as they heard me coming down the stairs and got myself a glass of water. I then went up the opposite stairs so I don't have to walk past the adults again. Once I got up the stairs, I looked at the door ahead of me. Why did I do it? I know why I didn't walk up those stairs and it was all because I had to walk past my brothers room, which know Scorpius would be staying in with Albus when he was over. As I walked past Albus room Scorpius walked out of it and bumped straight in to me.

"I am so sorry lily I ….." before he could say anything more I walked past him without looking at him and ran straight to my room, shutting the door behind me, I then curled up in a ball on my bed. Just hearing his voice mad my hart feel like it was being ripped open. Then there was a light coming in to my bed room, someone sat on my bed and started to rubbing my back. I looked up to see uncle Ron smiling warmly down at me.

"Lou Lou my little bee, it's ok, tell Uncle Ronald what wrong" I saw that I would never speak about it to any adult but uncle Ron know me so well.

"I loved him Uncle Ron, I loved him" I whispered fighting the tears back again

"I know" replied my uncle

"he ripped my heart out, everything I do reminds me off him, it don't help that he is best friends with albus because now I have to see him too" I cried into my uncles arms like he was my big teddy bear, uncle Ron was like my hero he would always save me.

"I think you should show him you're not bothered by it, and then he hasn't won" said Ron while he was rubbing my back to convert me.

"I loved him but he didn't love me" I cried then I found myself falling asleep in my uncle's arms like I did when I was a little girl. My brothers would get me in to trouble and the only one that cared if I was ok was Uncle Ron. He would sit with me for hours in till he knows I was ok.

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