I Own Nothing!!!

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In the distance I could here the battle cries. Not all of us had made it and a huge void had been left in my fragile heart that was still breaking. Each breath I took, needless air that even if it was necessary, I would gladly exchange for the people I love to survive… or come back.

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Tomorrow was the big day and I could most definitely be more excited but this was what I wanted. I couldn't help but notice my mind wandering from the past to the present and back again. Jacob was on my mind a lot lately because he hadn't returned from his "camping trip", as Billy told me on my several calls to the Blacks home, hoping he had returned. I knew better. That he had left because of me; what I had done, and who I was with.

Just over a month ago the werewolves and vampires fought side by side for the cause, all on my account of course. 'Vampires and werewolves' Ha. What was I getting myself into.

"You know I really wish I could hear your thoughts when you have that look," a familiar voice sounded in my ear from behind. He gently rested his head on my shoulder while I caught my breath. Smiling into my hair as my heart sped up.

I whipped around and threw my arms around his neck catching him slightly off guard, "No you don't," I whispered smiling the most seductively I could. "It's more fun this way." There was a guilty tug on my conscience that I tried to ignore.

"Oh." he said, realization dawning.

We were in the Cullen's home. A big white monstrosity in the Middlanowhere, Washington. My time was scarcely spent elsewhere anymore with "a wedding to plan!!!" as my soon to be sister in law, Alice, would say.

I pulled away from our embrace first, a difficult feat with vampire strength to contend with. Edward put up slight resistance but settled with taking my hand in his. I lead the way, Edward in tow, to the back of the house which was just one big window into a world I knew as my near future. Sitting a few yard from the houses edge were a few dozen white folding lawn chairs and an elegant path down the middle with and arch at the end. All of the scene was draped with elegant sheers, ribbons and hundred of flowers all a simple pink and white.

We were standing at the mouth of the path hand in hand in silence. "Maybe we should wait until he gets back," Edward said turning towards me. I smiled and tilted my head towards his so that our foreheads were touching.

"Don't think your getting out of this that easy," I replied smiling, holding his gaze with mine.

He took my face in his hands and kissed me so deep, my whole body was on the verge of collapsing in on itself.

"You're sure?" he asked.

"Yep,"

"Positive."

"Mmhmmm,"

"What am I saying, I can't believe I'm giving you so many chances to get away." He pulled me in for another kiss, the only thing to make my hazy enough to forget about Jacob for a few moments.

"Silly Masochistic Vampire," I breathed. He chuckled at our little inside joke.

"It's that time," Edward sighed pulling away first this time, "With so many humans around tomorrow I promised Jasper to go hunting with him, maybe I'll come back and have you for dessert."

I feigned a fearful expression and then told him how corny he was. He dashed off to get Jasper and I said his name loud enough for a vampire's ears. He stopped at the door and turned back to where I was standing. "You know you owe me one, right?" He made a confused face as Alice appeared by his side. "For leaving me alone with my personal wedding coordinator Nazi."

"Ah, Yes, well she's also here for your protection, you'd never forgive me if I allowed you to trip over a ice sculptures foot and got a black eye on your wedding day, especially if it could have been prevented." Alice giggled at this, rolling her eyes at her brother.

"Yep, I get to save you from that tumble at 5:47," she shrugged, obviously after letting Edward in on it before hand. She was probably thinking about it earlier, I'm sure more concerned about my appearance tomorrow rather then my safety.

A while later I was sitting in the chair, that 24 hour from now would be occupied by my mother, watching Alice order Emmett around carrying a fountain that easily weighed close to a ton. "3inches this way… no back some…. okay too far," and so on. It all was very amusing. I'm sure if he had a pulse, Emmett would be red with anger. He finally just set it down and stocked off grumbling to himself.

I felt a slight breeze and Alice was next to me examining some flowers, she plucked out a perfect pink one and held it up. "How the hell did a carnation get in with my roses! A CARNATION!!!," She then stormed inside presumably to call some poor florist about how unacceptable this was. Sometimes Alice was scary. When she was gone I couldn't help but think, I like carnations.

It was coming up on twilight and I couldn't bring myself to leave this place. It still felt almost surreal standing there under the archway. My eyes were closed and I was imagining the stars revealing themselves above me one by one.I don't know how long I waited there for the shy stars to appear.

Behind me someone cleared their throat and I started at the sound. I couldn't bring myself to turn around. "Bella," he said without emotion.

"Just a sec," I mumbled as I collected my scattered thoughts then turned around.

There, chest glistening in the moonlight while sporting his trademark sweat pants was Jacob, my Jacob.

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Let me know if it's good/bad, too fast/to slow, too confusing/ too sence making and so on

---first time writer, let alone fan fic'er,be nice