It all happened 3 long years ago.

"Light-kun?"

"Yes?"

"Could you hand me that paper?" Said Ryuzaki in his sensual voice.

"Sure." I smiled at him, hoping he would catch my hint. Just as I was reaching for the paper he did too and our hands touched, I instantly pulled back. Apparently he did get the hint.

"If you were just going to grab it, why'd you ask me to get it for you?"

"Simple, you see Light-kun; I can see right threw you." He stopped everything he was doing and turned and smiled at me. I blushed and looked at the blank computer screen in front of me, randomly typing, hoping to distract myself and my wants.

"Light-kun," he said impatiently. Despite his determination to get my attention, he was still Ryuzaki. He eyed the piece of cake on his desk; he licked his lips, which sent a heat wave through my body.

I sighed, and turned around my swivel chair, looked anxiously around the room then turned back to the computer monitor. Everyone was gone, thankfully.

Ryuzaki stuck his fork into his cake and then stuck a small piece in his mouth. He had a small piece of frosting on the outer part of his lip.

"Ummm, Ryuzaki," I said nervously "you have umm, a uhh" I sighed, I couldn't help myself. I grabbed Ryuzaki's face gently and licked off the frosting.

He did something unexpected, so unexpected that it left me speechless. After I had licked the frosting off his lips, his eyes had widened, his temperature had risen, and he leaned forward and kissed me on my lips.

After that I just stared at him for a while, he stared back, occasionally having a piece of his cake.

After a while I gained up the courage to ask him what he had just done.

"Ryuzaki, what was that?"

"A kiss."

"A kiss?"

"Mhm"

W-why would he do that, and then so openly admit what he had done. Is he trying to get close to me? As if these handcuffs weren't enough.

Then a thought hit my mind. What, what if he had figured out that I, was kira, and now he's wants to get close to me. Manipulate my emotions. I-I won't let him, no matter how much I truly love him.

I stood up suddenly.

"Ryuzaki!" I said in a stern yet shaky voice.

"Yes Yagami-kun"

I shuddered yet another heat wave surged through my body. I hated it when he called me that, yet at the same time, I loved it. And I could tell he noticed because he automatically stood up, and was so close to me that our noses were touching.

Our breathing was intertwined. I closed my eyes and went off to a far place, as if nothing in the world mattered except for me, and Ryuzaki.

He leaned forward every so slightly, and kissed my lips.

Then it happened.

"Liiight!"

I knew that voice all to well it was Misa, she was coming downstairs, fast.

I knew I was ruined, absolutely ruined. Then I heard it, a piercing scream that seemed to cut time itself with it's sharpness.