Unfortunate Thought of Losing a Friend.

And today as I'm sitting here, I know that I can't shed a tear

The thought of loosing you is bad, yet not so much can make me sad

I know you think there's nothing to gain, but soon you won't be in any pain

Out of all the times I spent with you, I honestly and truly had no clue

Until I got the message now, I thought your life wouldn't take a bow

So hide my tears and smile with pride, I now understand your awful side

Now every time I shed a tear, I wonder if you are near

Your life may seem all black and blue, but I want you to know that I will be here with you

And now I wish that you could see, all the pain that's coming onto me

Late at night I lie and think, did I miss that missing link?

A link that would have told me all along, that there was always something wrong

And behind that smile every day, you sadness would never go away

Over the days it grew and grew, until it finally got to you

Your last bit of happiness torn away, I truly whish I had something to say.

And now as I'm sitting here thinking and hoping, I unfortunately know that you are moping.