Disclaimer: Yah, real quick like I'll say I DO NOT OWN SUPERNATURAL. I'd buy it if I could, but I have NO MONEY so please DON'T SUE! I'm just playing with some pretty toys. I do own the character that our lovely boy seems to bang twice though, I know she has no name, I couldn't think of own so I didn't think on necessary and to solve that horrible 3rd person crisis where you HAVE to mention their name, I put in into a first person POV. Please enjoy, don't flame please. If you don't like reading Dean love interest stories, then don't bother going on any further. Oh, and the song is "Clearest Indication" by Great Big Sea, thought it appropriate for the first bit but was too lazy to find another song for closer to the end. I dunno, you tell me. R&R please. Oh PS- I don't own GBS or their songs either.
You
left in the morning
You left without a word
Did you get what
you came for
Is this what I deserve
Oh I know the silence was
the loudest thing I ever heard
I woke up all alone, as I had expected to. Not like a guy like him would hang around for much longer. I ran a tired hand down my face. Dean Winchester, the one that got away. Or the one that finally caught me, I'm not sure. What I am sure of, it that I really liked him. He was the kind of guy who didn't care, didn't try to impress you with flashy gifts and grand gestures. He just didn't care. I guess maybe he thought that he didn't have to care, or maybe that it was better if you didn't care. When the door opened I expected a cleaning lady, glancing around waiting for the destruction of the room to take effect, but instead in stepped Dean Winchester with two coffees, a small bag of sugar and cream tucked under his arms. The man who didn't care had come back, with a small gift.
Where
do we stand, what am I supposed to do
Give me the clearest
indication,
that I am not alone with you
Reach out your hand,
in a world I thought I knew
I need the clearest indication,
the
clearest indication from you
"Hey, morning Sleeping Beauty." He grinned, setting the coffee and condiments on the table. "I brought some coffee." He said, pointing to it slightly sheepishly.
"Yah, I see." I grinned, slipping out from under the covers and pulling the small amount of clothing I had on closer to my body. It was a chilly morning. "Smells great."
He nodded in response, staring at me slightly like I was some kind of crazy animal that he'd never seen before. "You know…" he started, then stopped, reached for his coffee and took a deep drink.
"I know what?" I tilted my head slightly. "What's up?" I frowned a bit, this was NOT Dean Winchester attitude what-so-ever.
Did
we have all we wanted
And let it slip away in time
Like a
country divided
Fifty-one to forty-nine,
Years ago I suppose
We just can't seem to make up our mind
"You don't know anything." Dean laughed slightly and kissed me quickly.
I was a bit shocked, the morning after and I was getting coffee and kisses?! This blew his whole wham-bam-thank-you-m'am reputation clear out of the water. "Is there something wrong?" I asked, laughing slightly. "You're acting very… strange." I said slowly, staring at him, trying to see if there was anything different about him.
Dean looked up with a shrug. "I…" he started. "What I was going to say is there's never been one of these." He said.
"Been one of these what?" I frowned.
"A morning after thing with a girl I picked up in a bar. Normally it's I screw the girl and disappear." He said in a rush.
I had to smile a bit. "Well, I guess, uh… I'm glad? I don't really know what to say to that…" I stammered slightly, having Dean Winchester look at you with that look that says 'I've seen you naked, so everything you're doing right now, is really hot.'. "So what does this mean then? A morning after and coffee with a girl you picked up in a bar?" I threw away my embarrassment and got ready for the utter shame.
Where
do we stand, what am I supposed to do
Give me the clearest
indication,
that I am not alone with you
Reach out your hand,
in a world I thought I knew
I need the clearest indication,
the
clearest indication from you
Dean wasn't sure what to say to her, standing there, staring at him like he was the only one that she'd ever love again. He swallowed thickly, he honestly wasn't sure why he had said what he had. He honestly wasn't sure why he had come back, it had been his plan to just disappear. Meet up with Sam in their motel room, but for some stupid reason he'd brought back coffee. What HAD he been thinking. He searched the depths of his mind for an answer, but the only thing that he could think to do was to kiss her, and his downstairs brain took over and he did it, he just kissed her.
So I was surprised, needless to say when suddenly he kisses me. It wasn't exactly what I had expected to happen. I mean, well, I guess it should've been expected. Everything that happened next should've been expected to, cover your eyes children. X-rated scenes applied here
Times
like these its hard to see
With any kind of clarity
What's the
point of wondering anymore
So much I just can't figure out
I'd
love to know without a doubt for sure, for sure
I curled tighter in his grasp and he kissed my forehead. Our breaths evened out and we remained silent. "Dean?" I said suddenly.
"Yah?" He shifted slightly beside me, that feeling of unsureness building up around us.
"You never really said what this means." I looked up at him, biting my lip a bit.
"I thought you were smarter than that." Dean smirked slightly. "Think 'bout it." He pushed some hair from my face and kissed me again.
"Means you like me maybe?" I tilted my head and bit the inside of my cheek.
Dean laughed quietly. "Yah, maybe." He grinned. "Just maybe." He slipped his arms from around me and turned so he was leaning over me. "Ready for another round?"
I
laughed slightly and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him
down to me and placing my lips firmly onto his.
Where
do we stand, what am I supposed to do
Give me the clearest
indication,
that I am not alone with you
Reach out your hand,
in a world I thought I knew
I need the clearest indication,
the
clearest indication from you