Me: this is a song that byakuya sing "yozora no kawa" you must listen to this song. I love it.
Kanashimi no iro o oshiete iru you na
Shizuka na yozora ni
As though teaching me the colour of sadness
In the peaceful night sky
As the young noble took his night walks. He couldn't stop thinking about the young girl he met while chasing that were-cat. She was so fragile as if she could break any moment. She was looking for something but what.
Kizukanu to shitara
Kizukasete hoshii
Shirubeki subete o
If you don't understand
I want to make you understand
Everything that you ought to know
I found out her name, its hisana. Such a nice name. She didn't understand about the nobles. I was glad; she just needed to treat me like a normal person. She told me that she wants to learn all she can so we could talk about it more. I told her some information that she has to know. But not about me. I told her about the were-cat family, she laugh as I told her about my disliking to that shihoin yoruichi.
Tooku ni mieru nuguenu namida
Mamorikirenai kotoba ga hibiku
From far away I can see your unwiped tears
The words that I can't hold on to are ringing out
Everytime I take this night time walks I worry about her. Is she as said as me, where is she. Is she hurt, scared? I can't fall asleep I feel as if she's crying. But I can't wipe her tears. She doesn't tell me why she's crying or what she's looking for. I love her but I can't say it.
Sekai ga owaru nara
Sono toki ni wa wakaru darou ka
Kotae o shiranu mama hitotsu mune o tojita
If the world should end
Surely in that moment you'd understand
That without knowing the answer, my solitary heart closed
I try to give her hints about my feeling. If the world ends I might scream it to her. Then she will understand. But I might not hear her answer cause of all the noise. I wake up it's just a dream. A scary dream, I will never go for another nighttime snack.
Kanashimi no oto ga kikoenai you na
Sewashii sekai ga
The hectic world goes on
As though the sound of sadness can't be heard
The elders found out about my meetings with hisana. Grandfather just let me do what I do. While the elders keep talking about how this is not how am suppose to act. Talks here and there cant they here the sadness coming from my heart as they called hisana these names.
Mukiau koto o toozakeru nara
Sukoshi kobameru odayaka na hibi
If meeting face to face is still a distant thought
Then I'll reject just a little this peaceful daily life
After I told her about me being a noble and about the elders, she felt sad. I tried to apologize but she told me not to because she herself never answered her questions about what/who she was looking for. And for that time I was happy I rejected or stood up the elders meeting about the law and the acts of the head of the family.
Subete o tsuranuite
Tsuyoku arou kokoro midasazu
Saigo no negai sae kanaerarenu yoru ni
Penetrating through everything
A heart with strong resolve won't be swayed
Even on a night when a last wish can't be granted
It was a long day those elders try to tell me not to see hisana. I stood up and told them no matter how much they tried I will not listen. And with that I left the room. I realized that it was night. I saw a shooting star, but I knew that my wish might not come true if I don't put it into action.
Yozora ni azukete wa
Tojita mama no kokoro no kawa wa
Dare ni mo shirarezuni shizuka ni kagayaite
Relying on the night sky
The river of my closed heart
Silently shimmered without anyone knowing
I walk towards the little wooden bridge that was in the manor. Looking up at the sky wondering if this game will stop. The game that my heart is playing on me. I look at the river down below and realize am happy when I think about her. I have a warm heart that only hisana knows about.
Sekai ga owaru nara
Sono toki ni wa ieru darou ka
Afureru omoide o nazoru you ni tsugeyou
Hitomi ga kasanatte hitotsu mune ni saita
If the world should end
In that moment, surely, I'd be able to say it
Like tracing the overflowing memories, I'll tell you that
Reflected in your eyes was the bloom of a solitary heart
At that moment I told her "I love you". She smile at me and she said "I love you too byakuya-sama" at that moment I kissed her and she kissed back. I felt happiness the memories we will spend together. I looked in her eyes and I knew she broke the loneliness from my heart.
Me: I know it didn't make sense. But am happy about this story. Please read and review.