hi everyone!!! I'm renell55 andthis is my first fanfiction, so please R&R! just to let you kno i won't write Agnst very often, unless you want me to that is... lol. flames are not welcome unless they are in the form of constructive critism. k?
This is in Naruto's point of view just in case you didn't know.
Disclamer- !!!oturan nwo ton od i
(read it backwards)
What They Don't KNOW
They THINK they know,
Everything there is to know about me...
The pain,
the loneliness,
the hurt.
They THINK they can feel my pain...
that they can relate...
They hug me,
hold me,
and whisper comforting words.
But i know that its all lies
because...
They
don't
KNOW
a
damn
thing!
Do they know swhat it feels like to be hated constantly?
To hear the words...
MONSTER
BEAST
DEMON
... whispered behind your back.
If they really knew me, they would see past these sparkling blue eyes
to see a small boy WISHING for a friend
he cries everynight...
HOPING
WISHING
that someone would care.
That someone would see behind this mask...
and reach out their hand...
to this crying child.
This child DARES to hope...
that someone will see him.
but no, they don't know
a
DAMN
thing
about the...
PAIN
LONELINESS
or the
HURT
that i feel...
when a child throws a rock at you
and says
"didn't I do good daddy? Aren't you pround of me?"
and when you turn around you see
the father nod in approval.
They THINK they know the real me,
but all they SEE is my smiling mask.
One that REBOUNDS all the hurtful actions of the villigers,
but what they don't KNOW
is that i hear every word.
I wish to escape this cage of...
FALSE HAPPINESS
and
JOY.
I would
CRY
SCREAM
SHOUT
even BEG,
just to be free.
They THINK they can relate,
but no one really KNOWS...
just how lonely I really am...