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Title: Usagi's Secret, Usagi's Dilemma
Chapter 1: Un-break my heart
Author: RoYaL aNiMe pRiNcEzz
Author's e-mail: royal_anime_princezz@yahoo.ca
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Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon. Naoko Takeuchi does. I also don't own the song.
' ' – dialogue / * * - thoughts
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Usagi just came home from school, and she was alone... That was a good thing. Her parents, along with Shingo, were at their grandma's place in the mountains. It was her 87th birthday and they were celebrating it for a week. But Usagi didn't get to go because she got a 63% on her test.
Earlier, he bumped into Mamoru. She was with Amy and Makoto. She asked what happened between them, and asked if it was because of her meatballs. He said no. She asked what went wrong, he replied that it wasn't just working out between them anymore.
*It's good that they're not here... At least I could do anything I want...* She went to her room and put on Toni Braxton's CD in her player. She skipped the player till it reached song number four. Then it played...
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when you held me beside you
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word goodbye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss the pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my heart
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darling
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
After playing the song for about seven times, Usagi fell asleep on her bed... crying.
Unknown to her, Luna was outside the door listening intently at the song.
*She's been in her room ever since that day they broke up. And she's been playing that song over and over again... Maybe I should tell the other scouts about this.*
Luna walked down the stairs and out the door, toward the temple.
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When Luna reached the temple, she saw the girls sitting on the ground.
'Girls! I need help!' Luna yelled.
'Luna?! What is it? Is Usagi in trouble?!' Rei asked.
'No, not that. Ever since the break up she and Mamoru had, she's been locking up herself in her room and playing a song over and over and over and over again.'
'What song is that?' Minako inquired.
'I don't really know the song so here,' Luna handed them Usagi's CD. 'I snatched that as I was going out.'
They all went into Rei's room to play the CD.
And so they played it.
Song #1: When do you go when
You need good loving...
'No, that's not it.'
Song #2: I'll always think of you
Inside my private thoughts...
'No, that's still not it.'
Song #3: There's no me without you
There's no meaning to my life without you...
'That's still not it.' Luna said.
'Are you sure it's in this CD, Luna?' Amy inquired.
'Positive. Maybe it's the next song.' Makoto replied.
Song #4: Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave out in the rain...
'That's it!'
'SSHHH!' The girls hissed.
'Sorry...' Luna apologized.
And so, the song continued to play...
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when you held me beside you
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word goodbye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss the pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my heart
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darling
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
When the song ended, there was a long pause.
'I didn't know that Usagi could be this... emotional.' Rei sniffed, holding back her tears.
'We should do something about it, girls!' Minako exclaimed.
'Yeah! Let's make a plan to get them back together again!' Amy replied.
'Do we all agree to this?' Artemis asked.
'Yeah!'
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Meanwhile...
'Huh?' Usagi rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. 'Where's my CD?' She asked apparently to no one. 'I'll just look for it later.'
She looked wout her window and looked at the gleaming sunset.
'It's so beautiful... I wonder if I'd be able to watch the sunset again with Mamoru...'
*I can't go on like this forever... I thought we were destined to fall in love and rule the future?... What happened? I can't go on another day, hiding a secret that I can't take care of... I wish... I wish that night never happened...*
Then, she cried.
'Why did it have to be this way?! Why do I have to suffer?! Why do I have to hide a secret that everyone has a right to know?!?! Why?! Why am I so afraid that I'll be torn, broken, and be thrown away?! Wait, I'm mistaken... I am already torn... I'm already broken...'
Usagi just cried and cried on her bed till she fell asleep again.
She was indeed torn... The only person whom she felt was the only person who would care for her for all eternity... destroyed her. And that person was... Mamoru.
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