Hey, everybody. First of all, I wanna say that I´m the same BlueDream that published this story on another Lost sites, it´s just that when I registred I found out that someone has already taken this name, so I needed to register myself as BlueDream1.
Second, I do not own Lost or any of the characters from it. They belong to JJ Abrams and Damon Lindelof. I just love the show and decided to write fanfic.
Third, this story might have some sexual contest(mild) and spoilers for Seasons 1&2(especially for episodes that deal with Jack and Kate). I hope you´ll like it and sorry if there are any grammar mistakes, because I´m not a native speaker(but I tried my best to avoid them). Reviews are very welcomed, since I would really want to know if I can write good stories, especially not on my language. Please be honest.
CHAPTER 1
Kate was sitting by the fire. It was early, somewhere around 2 o'clock in the morning. Everyone else was sleeping peacefully in their tents. There was dark all over the place, even the stars couldn't be seen because of a large amount of clouds that were gathering threateningly across the sky, intimating the storm. But Kate didn't care about that. ´Cause there was already a storm going inside her.
˝What have I done? ˝she thought. ˝I've ruined it all! How could I be so stupid? ˝She was running the scene all over in her head. She had just escaped from the hatch, mesmerized by what Sawyer had said, and then the whole horse thing-it was just too much...too many memories...And then, there he was, standing there like Mr. Perfect, always knowing what to say, and reminding her of how imperfect she was...She wanted him to leave her alone, but no...he wouldn't let her...
Flashback
KATE struggling: Let go of me...Just...
JACK: No, Kate. He grabs her...Kate...Kate...Kate!
KATE: Don't! I've got... She starts crying.
JACK hugging her: It's okay. It´s okay.
Back to present:
˝He always has to be so good...so caring...I didn't mean to kiss him, but he was so sweet and...and so close...All I could hear was his voice whispering that everything was going to be alright...And than- I did it! I just kissed him! ˝she thought, putting her hands on her head. ironically ˝But, no, I couldn't stop on that... I had to run away...˝
She wiped away the tears that were running down her face. ˝That's it. I need to put a stop on this! I can't be with him, not now not ever. ˝She said, standing up and heading to Jack's tent. ˝He must have been awake, thinking about all of this. I'll just tell him that this won't work...˝
She reached his tent and opened the ˝door˝, letting her eyes to get used to the darkness...And then she saw him, sleeping peacefully on the blue blanket they found in the plane. He looked like a little boy, with those long eyelashes and a half-opened mouth. Kate felt a sudden rush to kiss him, to press her lips against those boyish ones...˝It's going to be the last one.˝ she thought. ˝I deserve at least that. Just one last kiss.˝ She kneeled down on the floor, touched his cheek and pressed her lips on his...And then, happened something she didn't expect!