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I'm pretty bored right now.
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Maybe I'm tired, but a forced nap won't last that long. I need to pass the time.
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I fixed my bow for maybe the thousandth time before letting my hands fall limply. I should go outside. Do something useful maybe?
So I walked, out the bedroom, to the front door. Going outside would cause problems however. A lot of them.
What would be good? What WOULD be good? Maybe that...or...nothing. There is nothing good out of going out the front door.
Hm.
I heard the door open and squeaked, running to the closest room. The kitchen.
"Um...hello?" I heard a male voice. Why is someone here? How is someone here? Only Neru could get in, but at least she knocked! And I'm pretty sure she has a higher voice! The footsteps were gradually growing louder and louder and I struggled to find a hiding place.
I just slid down to the floor and curled up in a ball. The door opened.
My eyes automatically closed as I heard him walking dangerously close. "Hey...?" He touched my cheek and I tensed. I felt myself heat up immensely. My eyes opened a crack. I was greeted with soft blue eyes that were similiar to mine, as with blonde hair as well. His was tied up in a short ponytail however.
"Wh-Who are you?" Great job Rin. I bet he thinks your weird now.
"Len. Len Kagamine. I know Neru." He added the last part quickly.
"..." He could be lying. He might've beat her up, maybe even raped her and all those terrible things.
"Yeah, so, she told me to come over here, because she would have to leave for a month or whatever and didn't want you to be left along and-" He suddenly was talking very fast do it was hard to keep up. Then he stopped short. "But I don't know if you would be fine because you don't know me so, are you ok with it?"
I think what he's trying to ask is, if I'm ok with him staying here.
"No." He's making me really uncomfortable right now. I doubt I could stand EVERY DAY. "Can you leave now?" I asked, feeling a bit of sucess that I didn't stutter, or whatnot.
"But Neru will-"
"No." It was pretty much the only word I could manage to say.
"Rin-"
"No." So he also knows my name. I'm panicking. Oh god. Why isn't he leaving? I could feel myself shaking and tried to still myself. He didn't seem to notice.
"Just for a week! Please! I'll leave!" Neru's violent at times, but I'm pretty sure she isn't that violent. It's like he's gonna get his legs broken if he doesn't do this or something.
I took a shuddering breath and noticed the two suitcases next to the kitchen door. I dragged one to an empty room and dropped it. Then stretched. Len followed a bit after and stared at the room. Then he went to bring his other suitcase. "I have to work at five to six in the evening. Is that ok with you?" As if I care.
"...W-Whole week?"
"Well...I'm off at Saturdays."
I nodded. One whole day to deal with him. Ok.
I zoned out while he explained some more things, and headed to my room when he seemed satisfied enough. I should call and ask Neru later if she knows him.
Wait it's Saturday right now?
...That's great.
That sister of mine better get me double the oranges when she comes back for the rest of the week.
I laid on my bed and tried to relax. Even IF Neru was supporting me, she really wasn't my mom. Cause that'd be pretty messed up anyway.
I saw Len appear and shrieked. His FACE. SO CLOSE. WHY IS IT SO DAMN CLOSE. I felt myself heat up and he frowned at my reaction. "Uh, Rin? Are you alright?" I swat his hand and tried to calm myself down. I can't get over being with people this close. I really can't.
"Y-Yeah...get out of my room." Suddenly breathing was hard to do.
"...Ok?" He seemed puzzled, and left.
I immediantly pounced on the phone and dialed Neru, trying to calm myself. Take deep breaths...
"Hey Rin!" She sounded pretty cheerful.
"Why the hell did you make a guy LIVE with me?" I screamed into the stupid shining black phone.
"Oh yeah! Well you need to talk to someone other than me!" She laughed.
"I hate you." I hissed and hung up.
I bet she doesn't like me anymore. She thinks I'm too short tempered. I need him to leave though...
...How am I gonna live with him?
I felt utterly helpless, as if I was trapped in a ring of fire. I can do this...
What if I faint?
I listened to my heartbeat, it was drumming through my ears. My mind kept flicking back to what I said before. He must hate me now. I made a bad impression.
Geez do I really have to live with such a bitch? I can't believe Neru set me up with this.
No no no... I'm not ready for this... Why doyou have to do this to me. It's too early.
"Rin? Come eat!" Len called. I must've slept for a couple of hours. Just wasted a couple of hours of my life...
He's still here.
I stared at the folds on the white blanket. I gulped and decided that I WILL go get dinner.
Yeah...
My body rejected the offer though, finding it much more better to just stay still.
"Rin? I'm coming up!" I gasped and stood up. I quickly dashed to the mirror, seeing my face slightly red and hair sticking out everywhere. I can't let him see me. He'll think I look ugly and- "Rin? Uh...Hey?" The worry plastered on his face made me doubt him even more. It could as easily be fake, uncaring. I didn't want that. I didn't need someone to lie to me just for me to 'feel important'. I don't want to feel important. You get standards you have to live by to impress everyone.
Standards that eventually grow, and then you'll be wondering why you had to do this. You'll get sick and tired and just feel worthless. I took a deep breath that didn't seem to give me as much air as it should.
I shuddered and bit my lip. Is he angry? How should I answer? What do I do?
"Rin are you ok...?" He went to hug me which honestly felt so damn uncomfortable. I felt incredibly hot and I was shaking. Do I smell? Am I sweaty and gross? Does he want me to hug back? He pet my hair. Is it oily? Do you not like it tangled?
He tugged my hand I felt my palm immediantly sweaty. Damnit, that's bad. Is he ok with it being sweaty? He must think I'm gross! "Calm down Rin, I'm not gonna kill you." A hint of amusement was in his gentle yet stern voice.
He thinks this is...funny? I felt myself blush even more, embarrassed by my reaction. He must think I react too much. Too emotional. Think I'm a joke.
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I stared down and tried to ease my lightheadedness. Just a few more minutes...
I scarfed down the food and put it in the sink, trying not to look too weird, and rushed upstairs.
I'm gonna get fat soon.
I don't even exercise.
Even if I'm still thin, I'm probably not gonna be so much anymore.
...Yeah...
I decided to pump my legs. But won't it make noise? Will he not like it? I can't do anything with him!
Take a deep breath...
You... can do this Rin... one week...
This is a really weird story. So...
Rin kinda has some things wrong her, as you can see. Uh...