This is what would have happened if Phoebe would have had the demonic baby, if they had killed the Seer before she had the chance to take the baby.
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Worth All the Pain
The past two years have been difficult. Having to leave home, start a new life, while trying to raise a child is not an easy thing to do.
I was scared throughout my pregnancy, afraid that I wouldn't make it. I'm not even really sure how I made it through it. The pain was unbearable, but when I held him it was worth it.
The first time I held him, I had a premonition, one that no mother would ever want to have. He was only five years old and it happened. He didn't mean to do it, but after the premonition, Piper was determined to keep it from happening, which meant sending me and my son away. In my premonition, I saw my nephew die at the hand of my son.
I told Piper about the premonition, which I know now, was a mistake.
We left when my baby was only four days old. Leaving was definately better than the other option I was given. He was my son, my sweet baby. There was no way that I was going to hand him over to the Elders, so that they could "dispose" of him, as they had called it.
I was offered a job at a newspaper in L.A., which I gladly accepted. After all, there was nothing left in San Francisco for me anymore. That is how I came to be where I am today. Benjamin and I live in a nice house in a good neighborhood. It's just the two of us and that has always been fine with me. It's not like I could love another man anyways.
Benjamin looks just like his father. He has his gorgeous blue eyes and dark hair. His full name-"Benjamin Cole Turner"- was chosen because he is all that I have left of Cole and it only seemed natural for him to be named after his father. I kept my married name-Pheobe Turner. It didn't seem right to continue being a Halliwell when they had basically disowned both me and my child.
Ben is a year-and-a-half and a big handful. Trying to keep him from using his powers is a 24-hour job. Binding potions don't even phase him. My plan was to strip both his and my powers, so that we might have a chance at a normal life, but Ben seems to be too powerful for any power stripping potion. I live in fear that one day Ben will do something magical that I won't be able to clean up, something too big.
Being a single mother with no family has been really hard. I thank God for Elizabeth because without her, there is no way that I could have worked since Ben needs special attention because of his powers. Elizabeth is a witch with demonic powers that I met when I first got to L.A.. When she told me that she was a nanny, I immediately asked for her to care for Ben while I was at work.
One night when Ben was crying, I got out of bed and walked into his nursery only to find him gone. I had a panic attack at that moment, thinking that he had been taken by a demon, but when he shimmered/flamed into my arms, I knew he just wanted attention.
After that ordeal, Elizabeth and I came up with about 5 protection spells-one that keeps anyone from shimmering, blinking, or any other demon transportation in my house. Another spell was to keep Ben from destroying everything in the house with fireballs. The others made sure that no demon could use their powers in the house except Ben who seemed to be immune to the spell.
When Ben was five months old, we perfected a potion that would create a protective forcefield around Ben. Since then, I have taught him who he could let his forcefield down for. I can't just say good and evil because I now know that it isn't as black and white as I once thought. There are many shades of grey when it comes to good and evil. I can't say that all demons are evil since Elizabeth and my son are part demon. What kind of message would that send to him?
I try to keep in touch with my family. I call them when I can, wanting to hear how their lives are going and how my nephew is. I've never seen Wyatt and neither of my sisters have seen Ben since he was four days old. I've sent them pictures of Ben but have yet to receive one of Wyatt. I've told them how well protected my house is and that there is no way that Ben could accidently hurt anyone while in the house, but Piper refuses to let me see Wyatt. I understand why she wants to keep her distance, but it still hurts.
Lately, I've been thinking about the day Ben was born when I had the premonition.
Premonition
Ben and Wyatt were in the sunroom playing when a demon attacked.
Ben started to throw a fireball at the demon, but Wyatt got in the way and was hit, killed instantly.
Ben started crying and ran to get his mom and aunts, the demon still coming after him.
End of Premonition
I know that it was a horrible thing that happened, but it wasn't Ben's fault. He didn't mean to do it. After I told Piper about the premonition, she was willing to get rid of my child, to let the Elders kill him. I never understood how she could do that. I would do anything to protect Ben, anything but harm another child. I don't understand why Piper, Leo, and the Elders thought that they could sacrifice my son. Why did they think that my son was expendable, that Wyatt's life meant more? Just because Ben has demonic blood running through his veins doesn't mean that he doesn't deserve the same chance at life. Elizabeth is an example of this. Her father was a witch and her mother was a demon and yet she has been able to control her demonic powers and stay good. I hope that she can help Ben do the same.
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