I hate this! Ever since I got sick people have been treating me like I am a brain tumor instead of like I have one. I can see it in the way they hesitate to let me take part in anything. When I AM doing something (like holding a baby for instance) they look at me like I'm about to seize out. There's like 3 inches away from me in order to 'take control if things don't go well'.

People it's hard enough being sick without being judged by people who are supposed to be your friends. I want you to see me for me. I'm still the same energetic high strung girl that loves red velvet cupcakes. Okay my tumor causes dizziness and lack of coordination but I can tell when I'm going to have an episode. The worst part about it is being an outcast.

I want to do what my friends can do. I want to go where they can go. I want to face the things that they face. The last part of that for most people would be annoying. For me it would be a sign that I'm still real

A couple of days ago I got so angry I yelled at them to stop treating me like an invalid. I need their support. I need their encouragement. I need their friendship. I don't need or want to be treated like an invalid by them

Guys please stop treating me like I'm incapable of doing what I used to do. I still am the same old Cat I used to be. Remember the fact that I HAVE a brain tumor doesn't mean I AM a brain tumor. I just don't want to be treated like a freak. I still have a brain


This story is dedicated to Hello My Name Is Awesome

I don't own Victorious