A/N: Pairings:FrUk, PruCan, Polit, Gerita, and Turkaine. Transgender!Canada Transgender!Poland. This is just the prologue of this story. I'm not going to write in this format for any other part of the story. I hope to make this a muti chapter fanfiction. I really took some time to write this. Please enjoy. :3

5 years old, Halloween

"What do you two want to be for Halloween?" Arthur asked squatting down to his two twin adopted sons, Matthew and Alfred.
"I WANT TO BE A HERO!" Alfred yelled as he raced around the store. Arthur quickly got up and ran after Alfred mumbling something about Alfred being a bloody git. Francis, Arthur's husband, sat down next to a standing Matthew.
"What do you want to be?" Francis asked Matthew. Matthew unlike is brother was quiet, and shy. Matthew starts fiddling with the hem of his shirt. He really wanted to be Belle from Beauty and the Beast and wear a dress, but he didn't know if his Papa and Dad would let him.
"J-j-je vou-u-u-u-udrais êt-t-re B-b-b-b-elle. (I would like to be Belle.)" Matthew says stuttering in French and looking away from his Papa. At first Francis was surprise. Who wouldn't be his son just asked if he wanted to be a princess, but Francis recovered quickly.
"Oui petit amour. You can be a princess. Would you like to wear a dress for your costume?" Francis asked smiling. Matthew nodded quickly. That Halloween Matthew got to be Princess Belle and Alfred got to be Captain America.

3rd Grader,

At school Matthew was usually never noticed. It was like he was invisible. He also was too shy, so he never talked, but on the day the Polish boy Feliks stopped wearing girl clothing to school he got up the nerve to ask him why. Matthew envied the way Feliks dressed like a girl. He wish he could too, so every night when everyone was asleep he would sneak into their guest room and use the makeup his aunty left behind.
"W-w-w-why d-d-d-did y-y-you st-st-st-stop?" Matthew nervously asked Feliks
"Because like my dad totally like thinks I'm like going to like get bully and stuff." Feliks answered with a flip of his wrist "But I like totally don't care. I totally like dressing like a girl and stuff." That day Matthew had a new found love for himself.

4th grader,

Matthew's cousin died of cancer. The will she wrote stated that all her clothing went to Matthew. Matthew was elated, but felt bad for being so because his cousin did die. He started wearing the clothing he got and the makeup when his family wasn't home or and at night. When he looked like a girl he called himself Maddie.

6th grader,

When Matthew got into the 6th grade he got a job as a pet walker and lawn mower. He used the cash he earned to buy better makeup and more girl clothing. He also got the privilege to go out on his own, but that meant he could only go to a selected places and had to be home before 8:00 p.m, so Matthew would go out with a bag full of a girly outfit and his makeup and walk to the mall. Then he would quickly duck into the girl's restrooms and change before he would go out and shop as Maddie.

7th grader,

Matthew grabbed a kitchen knife and went to the bathroom. Everyone was asleep he quickly shut the bathroom door forgetting to lock it. He pulled down his pants and boxers with one swift movement then grabbed his penis with one hand and and the knife with another. He didn't want it there anymore.
"Why can't it just be gone?" Matthew asked out loud with tears threatening to spill down his face. Francis was up when he heared the voice from the bathroom. He quietly got out of bed not to wake up his partner next to him. He preceded to go to the source of the voice. He was not prepared to see a crying Matthew with his penis in one hand and a knife in the other. He rushed over and took the knife out of Matthew's hand before holding him as he cried.
"Pourquoi est-ce que tu veux faire cela?(Why did you want to do this?)" Francis asked Matthew when he calmed down.
" Je ne veux pas parler Papa, s'il-vous plaît(I don't want to talk about it Papa, please.)" Mathew said still depressed over the whole thing.
"Oui, will talk about this when your ready mais never try it again, s'il-tu plaît mon petit amour."
"Oui." Matthew stated before finding his pants and putting them back on. That night Matthew slept in his parents bed, but Matthew never talked about why he wanted to do that on that day and Francis never brought it up.

A/N: Some of the French is google translate, and some is not because I take French. Please review. :D

Mais- But
Oui- Yes
Petit amour- small love
S'il-tu plaît/ s'il-vous plaît- Please