this is my first fanfic ever so don't be to hard on me i promise that i will do my best not to disappoint. This fanfiction will contain rape and attempted suicide, it will also be really sad so read with caution. I will worn you when it comes up so if you don't like reading that kind of thing then you can skip it the story will still make since so you'll be good. Well i hope you have fun reading and if i mess up or i do something stupid please feel free to review and tell me because i am new at this.

Chapter one.

The day before it all changed

The house was quiet except for the light patter of Kyo's footsteps on the wood floors. He had gone on a long run, like he did every morning, and was heading to his room to get ready for school. He was careful to keep quiet as to not wake up anyone in the house knowing that a certain cranky rat would sure skin him alive if he woke him up an hour before necessary. It wasn't like he was scared of the damn rat he just didn't want to deal with another embarrassing defeat. For every face plant Kyo suffered as result of the damn rat's perfectly laid out punches and kicks was another peace of pride decenter-grating from his already low self esteem. That's why he was up in the first place to train. He would get up every morning at 4:30am to run and practice his martial arts, however his effort was in vain. He could never even lay a hit on the damn rat. Deciding that today was the day the rat would face defeat Kyo hurried to take his shower and get ready.
The alarm blared to life next to the rat's ears signalling that he had to get ready for school. Sighing Yuki slowly dragged himself up and out of bed. He fumbled with his clothes and forced them onto his body irritated that he would have to face the stupid cat again for another day. He knew that the cat was training again it was obvious. His muscles were growing and he had quicker reflexes than what he usually had. Yuki sighed again, what a burden it would be to fight Kyo again today it wasn't like Kyo stood a chance against him it was just the Yuki actually had to try when fighting Kyo. If was a first for the rat before when he and the cat would get into fights Yuki could zone out and think about random things like what Tohru had planned for dinner or what he was going to do in school that day, now he had to pay attention to keep form getting hit by the stupid cat. Like hell that stupid cat was going to leave a scratch on him. Yuki finished getting dressed and started heading to the stairs to eat breakfast, when suddenly he felt a presences behind him. He quickly spun around and narrowly dodged a fist flying record speed at his face while kicking forward and landing a perfect roundhouse kick onto no other then Kyo's face sending him flying. he sighed again this sure was going to be a long day.
As Kyo fell to the floor he mentally cursed of course he lost again if he could of only acted faster he would of got him he was sure of it. He jumped up to his feet once more yelling "you damn rat" before stomping off down stairs dumping past Yuki. He knew he had to get stronger he had to beat Yuki once and for all he was sick of being the fool, the one everyone hated, the one no one loved, if it wasn't for that damn rat he would have people who cared for him, he wouldn't be an outcast to everyone including himself. He knew that the only reason that Tohru was nice to him was because she felt bad for him other than that he had nothing else to offer, he was loud, annoying, snappy and mean she had every right not to like him, hell he didn't even like him. Kazuma only loved him out of guilt he had no one, the only thing that drove him was his desire to beat Yuki and take a place in his family. "If only i could be stronger", he thought to himself as he descended to stairs.

this is only the first chapter the change in Kyo will happen in the next chapter. hope you liked it. please review