((A/N: I'm a fairly "green" fic writer; I usually write short stories of about 1000 words long, and they're usually condensed, packed with meaning, then shipped off for someone to "eat" it. As such, I hope this doesn't turn into a pile of nonsense. And as such, I have no idea how "normal" fics are meant to go, other than what I've read.
Also, I'll be updating weekly.
Oh, and the summary? I couldn't think of anything better atm, I'll make it better, later.
Hope you enjoy, review and most of all, think.))

Song: FireFlower

Artist: Kagamine Len

Author: Toan Daxland

Disclaimer: Yea, I don't own one bit of Vocaloid.

"You know you're never going to see her again, right?"

I sigh. There was no end to Kaito's trying to "cheer-Len-up-mood".

"Well…you don't know that…" I wistfully look out over the balcony and onto the rain soaked grass surrounding my small apartment.

"Come on. She hasn't called in days, though she said she would. She hasn't emailed, or mailed you. She hasn't even bothered to send a text!" He huffed, while adjusting his scarf, and attempted to juggle some apples, but to no avail.

"Phone's probably out of battery and you know Rin. She'd rather surprise me in person than warn me of her arrival, with mail and whatnot." I absent-mindedly dismiss his undue concerns, while looking out into the rain, waiting for her…

"Or she could have just-"

I cut him off by jabbing him in the stomach with my index finger.

She wouldn't have just left me, right?

Tugging at my forelock, I brood on it for a second, and then forget as I try to stop from laughing at Kaito's pain.

"W-what was that for?" He pants.

Crossing my arms, I look away, and just look out into the never ending rain.

"Well?"

"…Because she just wouldn't…" I murmur, fighting back tears.

"You're tired. Let's just get some sleep. Maybe she'll be here tomorrow" He resigns.

"Yea, whatever…" I whisper to no-one.

"THE TIME IS...7…A…M."

"THE TIME IS…7…A…M."

Slamming my fist down on the snooze button, I reluctantly get up, only to roll over, in trying to untangle myself, and fall down onto the floor beside me.

Groaning from my stupidity, I claw at my bed, in an effort to stand up, and peek through my curtains.

Darn…it's still raining?

Well, it's not like it can be helped…

I glance over my room, squinting in the darkness for my phone, and to make sure I didn't misplace anything important…

A photo frame, face down on the carpet, for instance.

I really do hope Kaito didn't take any of my stuff…that thief…

It's a picture of all of us, including Luka, Miku, Kaito, Gakupo, Meiko…

When was this…oh. It was the picnic…haha…

I chuckle to myself, as I look at Rin's attempt to put bunny ears on me, although, she's a little too short…

I really do hope she's ok…

"Hey, wait up, Len!"

Sleepily turning around, I see…

Kaito.

Again.

Gosh, does that guy ever rest? Maybe he's just sugar high…Yea, maybe ALL THE FREAKING TIME…

Smirking a little, I give a small wave, and then turn around, continuing my way to school.

"Len!" The rest of my friends greet me, as I walk into the front gates.

"What's going on?" I laugh.

"Nothing much" Gakupo shrugs, and takes out an eggplant.

"Uh. No." Meiko pushes him away, wrinkling her nose, at the same time.

"What?"

"It's ridiculous that you even carry the damned vegetable. But what's worse is that you EAT IT. COME ON!" Frustrated, she busies herself with her phone.

"Uh…."

What am I supposed to do….?

"Hey, blondie. Snap out of it! We're meant to be having fun, and you're making everyone sad with your storm cloud!"

"H-hey! It was raining a few moments ago. Jeez. You know how rain makes me feel."

"Pfft. It's just the weather. What could possibly ha-" Kaito stops before I jab him again, and this time, he might go to hospital…

"…you know exactly what." I mutter, walking quickly to my homeroom, before I'm late.

"…Now, if you'll notice, the distinct ring-like structure of benzene. So, why is it like that? Anyone?"

Pfft. Who really cares. All that matters is what you can do with it…Which probably relates to how it's built.

I screw my eyes in frustration, and try to pretend to pay attention, all the while, staring at the phone in my lap, hoping, waiting…

A few light fingers touch my neck, causing me to flinch.

"H..hey…are you ok..?" Luka asks.

"I'm…." I look up just in time as the teacher scrawls something onto the board, and start hurriedly scribbling it onto my sketchpad.

"Yes, I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?" I answer in hushed tones.

"Well…because you've been….kind of…"

She seems really hesitant…it's not like her…what is it?

"What is it?" I glance back for a moment, before redirecting my attention to the black and white panel.

"Ah…."

The loud, obnoxious bell silences her, and all she can do is motion to the door, and mouth "I'll tell you later"

I hope she does…

"Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen~!" A voice seems to call at me…

"Yes? Where are you…"

And I see.

Her.

Right.

In front.

Of me.

Rin.

My Rin.

"Where are you? Why haven't you come back?" I'm confused, and afraid, that she might not be Rin, that she might just be someone else…

*AHEM*

" Kagamine. If you can't stay awake in my classes, then I suggest you go home, or you go drink whatever sugar filled energy drinks you kids drink these days. Sleeping in my class is not the remedy. Do I make myself clear?"

Damn. Did I fall asleep? I guess so…

"Y-yes sir." I nod meekly, and start to write down all the things that I missed, all the while ignoring the sniggering emanating from the far side of the room.

"So, Len. Are you sure you're ok?" Luka questions me, while we all walk home together.

"Yea, you're not really yourself…" Gakupo comments.

"Mm…"

I can't tell whether Kaito's agreeing, or just enjoying that ice cream.

I shrug.

"I look ok, right?" Hoping that it's the right answer.

"Yea, but are you?" Luka probes me, searching for an answer in my eyes.

Damn.

"Uh...Yes, I'm fine…"

"Suuure you are." Kaito finally stops raping the ice cream, and faces me.

"Yes. I'm. FINE."

"You don't seem like it, maybe, you need to forget-"

"No, I can't just forget her!" Irritated, I stop walking, and turn to look at all my friends.

"If you really cared, you'd leave me alone, so…why don't you just do that?" I yell, wincing at how loud I am.

"I just can't…forget…" I run, leaving my friends behind, to think about what I've said…

Slamming the door behind me, I throw my keys in the corner, and try to console myself with the photos in my room, but it's not use.

It's not going to help, my heart screams at me.

Why does it hurt so….

So much…?

"I WISH I NEVER LOVED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!" I yell at no-one in particular, and slump down on the ground, too tired to fight back tears.