This is a poem fic. It tells a story in verses. Like poems but there are some differences and some that are the same. ...Yeah... One shot . Stupid intro thing sucks but anyway
I DON'T OWN FMA! If I did I wouldn't abbreviate it like that
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I lie in that hard bed.
That same hard bed...
The same one in the same room in the same hotel
After I see him
After he gives me that new paining mission
Where I feel I always screw up...
Since that time
Since that time so long ago...
Lior
I caused the destruction of the city
But no one else approves of those thoughts
No one agrees with them...
No one believes in them...
I feel that same whisper creep around my head
"Lie still, be quiet"
Let them think its night
"Lie still, don't speak"
You're supposed to be asleep...
It's almost five
One hour left
Morning has come already
But I still lay
Fifty-nine minutes
Six is when I'll leave
Should I say goodbye
Or leave without anything
To let them know
How much...
Neither Angel nor devil
Shall stray my thoughts,
At this time of dawn...
Dogs should be sleeping...
Dogs work hard...
I'm only a soar dog...
Yes...
Only a dog...
I can't take it anymore
To many nightmares
Bad dreams
And thoughts
To many painful memories
Keep coming back
Mother!
I miss you so much!
The scars you left me with
Were they not enough?
My leg
That face
That barely living face
I must leave
My thoughts are to raw
I must leave now
Right after dawn
To get up
And touch the floor
With one silent foot
And one that hits hard
Upon that wooden floor
That same wooden floor
"Brother...
"Where are you going?"
To say goodbye
"To get a drink"
A lie
A crucial lie
In this small room
"I promise I'll get you back soon...
"Your memories and your body
"You'll finally be back"
'Brother, you should think of yourself first'
"A lot has happened...
"Hurry back soon"
Cold empty hallways
Heavy sleep at each door
Except that one
The very familiar one
Tap tap
"Come in"
Morning Colonel
"What do you want?"
You know the answer
You've known it for so long
"It's five in the morning you should be asleep"
Shut up, Colonel
You should be sleeping too
"I'm leaving soon"
"Glad to hear"
That same sarcastic tone
I have to say it
Goodbye
I'm leaving for good
Never coming back
Not even to see you
"Colonel"
"Yes Ed?"
"Why do you drink?"
It bother's me
He hides it so well
But when I visit sometimes
He's always drinking
"It helps with the pain"
What pain?
You're not one to hold one
Not on memories like those
You shouldn't have many of those
"Why do you drink?"
"To stop thinking about those times
"When deaths were many
"Those time's I've had..."
I see that gun on you're desk
Three bullets wait outside
Waiting for when you're ready
It scares me
It annoys me...
Why do you pursue that same path?
"I have a guilty conscious...
"It whispers now and then
"That is was my fault
"Always my fault
"Of how so many died..."
Then we're the same
That pain which still haunts
We're just dogs
No... We're just humans...
Insignificant human beings
I DON'T OWN FMA! If I did I wouldn't abbreviate it like that
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
I lie in that hard bed.
That same hard bed...
The same one in the same room in the same hotel
After I see him
After he gives me that new paining mission
Where I feel I always screw up...
Since that time
Since that time so long ago...
Lior
I caused the destruction of the city
But no one else approves of those thoughts
No one agrees with them...
No one believes in them...
I feel that same whisper creep around my head
"Lie still, be quiet"
Let them think its night
"Lie still, don't speak"
You're supposed to be asleep...
It's almost five
One hour left
Morning has come already
But I still lay
Fifty-nine minutes
Six is when I'll leave
Should I say goodbye
Or leave without anything
To let them know
How much...
Neither Angel nor devil
Shall stray my thoughts,
At this time of dawn...
Dogs should be sleeping...
Dogs work hard...
I'm only a soar dog...
Yes...
Only a dog...
I can't take it anymore
To many nightmares
Bad dreams
And thoughts
To many painful memories
Keep coming back
Mother!
I miss you so much!
The scars you left me with
Were they not enough?
My leg
That face
That barely living face
I must leave
My thoughts are to raw
I must leave now
Right after dawn
To get up
And touch the floor
With one silent foot
And one that hits hard
Upon that wooden floor
That same wooden floor
"Brother...
"Where are you going?"
To say goodbye
"To get a drink"
A lie
A crucial lie
In this small room
"I promise I'll get you back soon...
"Your memories and your body
"You'll finally be back"
'Brother, you should think of yourself first'
"A lot has happened...
"Hurry back soon"
Cold empty hallways
Heavy sleep at each door
Except that one
The very familiar one
Tap tap
"Come in"
Morning Colonel
"What do you want?"
You know the answer
You've known it for so long
"It's five in the morning you should be asleep"
Shut up, Colonel
You should be sleeping too
"I'm leaving soon"
"Glad to hear"
That same sarcastic tone
I have to say it
Goodbye
I'm leaving for good
Never coming back
Not even to see you
"Colonel"
"Yes Ed?"
"Why do you drink?"
It bother's me
He hides it so well
But when I visit sometimes
He's always drinking
"It helps with the pain"
What pain?
You're not one to hold one
Not on memories like those
You shouldn't have many of those
"Why do you drink?"
"To stop thinking about those times
"When deaths were many
"Those time's I've had..."
I see that gun on you're desk
Three bullets wait outside
Waiting for when you're ready
It scares me
It annoys me...
Why do you pursue that same path?
"I have a guilty conscious...
"It whispers now and then
"That is was my fault
"Always my fault
"Of how so many died..."
Then we're the same
That pain which still haunts
We're just dogs
No... We're just humans...
Insignificant human beings