Doushite
Introduction
This is from Loki's POV about his fate, leaving the human
world and Mayura to become a King in Asgard.
The first chapter is a songfic (just an introduction)
and passes through Ep. #26
Music: My Immortal – Evanescence
AN: I have to thanks LokiGirl, who reviewed my fanfic and gave me a
lot of precious advices. I'm terrible sorry with my poor English, but
now I am very pleasured and proud to have a fic-friend who helped to
make this fic something much better. Domo arigatou, LokiGirl!
"What do you think you're doing Mayura?!" "Loki-kun..." He pulled out the necklace from her hands, looking to her with hard seriousness. Never however, had he received such a fearless look back. "I told you! If you want to know something you should ask me directly! How could you touch my things without my permission?!" "Loki-kun..." She cringed, looking at the Trickster God with sad eyes. "I just wanted to know more about Loki-kun... When I saw you and your mysterious powers... I... I started to think..." "Mayura! I've already told you is dangerous you look into matters you don't understand, just because you're curious! "No, it isn't! It's not like that! This is not because of curiosity! I don't know why but..." she let down her tearful eyes, "Loki-kun seems going to somewhere far away, and that means...! Doushite... Doushite... GOMENASAI!"
The pink-hair girl ran out of the office, leaving the paralyzed, great trickster god, Loki. He went after that ningen, but it was too late. Hel, his daughter, kidnapped her to attract his attention. He left his others two sons, Yamino and Fenrir, to follow Hel and make free Mayura. Hel stayed with him in the end, and she was happy.
Now, he had to return to Asgard, the World of the Gods, fight Odin, and become the new King.
"When, Yamino-kun? When will Loki-kun return? Today, tomorrow, next
week?" "I don't know, Mayura-san... gomen ne..." "I will look for Loki-kun, all by myself!"
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all of my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
She couldn't recognize him in his kakusei form. By the way, how does she truly recognize him? Even she, the curious and obsessed by mysteries Mayura, never dared to ask him personal questions... but one, just once. In the middle of one of her high school mysteries...
"Who are you, Loki-kun?"
"I am myself..." he repeated, observing from the window the girl
running out in her useless search.
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
"Can you do it, Verdandi?" "Yes. But, Loki-sama..." "Onegai" The Norn goddess breathed looser. "Is this really alright for you, Loki-sama?" "I want her to remember nothing about me, Verdandi."
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me.
He opened his hand, looking the pretty accessory. Just put the Verdandi's barrette in the pink hair and everything is going to end. She will forget him completely. And he'd back to the world of the Gods, and his destiny. He closed his hand, keeping the artifact. By the window, he saw her one more time at the gates. He missed that fool smile on her face, the clumsy run to the door. He even missed the forced and discreet way that she walked through the house. Here he is, hidden in that strange form that she would never recognize him as himself. He punched a book, making some noise. Closing his eyes, he waited for the voice that enters... "Loki-kun!!!!"
You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
That disappointed look, almost fear... He wanted to try to something, but just smiled. "Gomen ne..." "Daijoubu. Are you alright Miss?" "Iie..."
It was too hard, with all the memories all over the place screaming that he missed her, with her image stuck there. He wouldn't say goodbye there. They walked for a little, to a square with a kind breeze. Mauyra looked to the sides at every moment. She didn't sit down, she couldn't be quiet, and nothing would paralyze her even for a second. "I'm really sorry to bother you... Loki-kun's friend, but I'm going look for him again." And she was going, alone, again. With him there, staying behind...
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
"I'm a god, Mayura." The sounds of the words were fast, and a bit arrogant. He felt his wings open, with a great charge of energy, his serious face looking straight ahead into those pink eyes. Finally, he had said the truth. And now, he could do the right thing... But she laughed. "You seem like Loki-kun, talking that way!" And she turns around, ripping the reason from the Trickster God.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears Wnd I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
"I don't believe in Gods..." She turned her head down. "But if you are really a god... all I want is to see Loki-kun again! Onegaishimasu!" And she ran out, back to anywhere she could look for him. He felt himself stuck, a fool, and undefended, the artifact still in his hands. The girl didn't accept it. There was a stuffy scream in his mind, not very clear and almost dizzy. "Something destined to be followed by..." Isn't it the Realm of the God's? Isn't that... his fate? To fight Odin, and be King and...? He looked the artifact one more time. Even if she forgot him, he would never forget her. He clenched his fingers into his palm, breaking the object.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me I've been alone all along
She ran just about everywhere until returning to the same place.
In the distance, he observed her standing in front of the old gate,
tirelessly looking inside the big and desert house. There was a mist of dust above the streets, just as the time felt its way into tired eyes. He, who doesn't admit defeat, and gave in to run from everywhere he could be...
He moved some steps, hesitating.
To her, maybe he's always going to be a little boy.
He smiles, calling for her.
"Hey, Mayura..." She turned, surprised. He looked into the trembling eyes above him, in a confused feeling that she recently always seamed to make in him. "Ei, Mayura, don't look at me that way. It seems like you saw a ghost..." "Loki-kun!"
But before he tried to commit herself in another sentence, the girl jumped in his arms, get down in her knees in front of him, holding him so hard in a cherishing embrace, yet trembling... so childish... just like only she could be. He smiled, and left himself stay in her arms... in her life.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me
Loki, the trickster God, lord of Ragnarok, had the fate to fight Odin and become the new King of the Gods... But he fooled the destiny. And he decided to stay in the humans' world.
Introduction
This is from Loki's POV about his fate, leaving the human
world and Mayura to become a King in Asgard.
The first chapter is a songfic (just an introduction)
and passes through Ep. #26
Music: My Immortal – Evanescence
AN: I have to thanks LokiGirl, who reviewed my fanfic and gave me a
lot of precious advices. I'm terrible sorry with my poor English, but
now I am very pleasured and proud to have a fic-friend who helped to
make this fic something much better. Domo arigatou, LokiGirl!
"What do you think you're doing Mayura?!" "Loki-kun..." He pulled out the necklace from her hands, looking to her with hard seriousness. Never however, had he received such a fearless look back. "I told you! If you want to know something you should ask me directly! How could you touch my things without my permission?!" "Loki-kun..." She cringed, looking at the Trickster God with sad eyes. "I just wanted to know more about Loki-kun... When I saw you and your mysterious powers... I... I started to think..." "Mayura! I've already told you is dangerous you look into matters you don't understand, just because you're curious! "No, it isn't! It's not like that! This is not because of curiosity! I don't know why but..." she let down her tearful eyes, "Loki-kun seems going to somewhere far away, and that means...! Doushite... Doushite... GOMENASAI!"
The pink-hair girl ran out of the office, leaving the paralyzed, great trickster god, Loki. He went after that ningen, but it was too late. Hel, his daughter, kidnapped her to attract his attention. He left his others two sons, Yamino and Fenrir, to follow Hel and make free Mayura. Hel stayed with him in the end, and she was happy.
Now, he had to return to Asgard, the World of the Gods, fight Odin, and become the new King.
"When, Yamino-kun? When will Loki-kun return? Today, tomorrow, next
week?" "I don't know, Mayura-san... gomen ne..." "I will look for Loki-kun, all by myself!"
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all of my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Because your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
She couldn't recognize him in his kakusei form. By the way, how does she truly recognize him? Even she, the curious and obsessed by mysteries Mayura, never dared to ask him personal questions... but one, just once. In the middle of one of her high school mysteries...
"Who are you, Loki-kun?"
"I am myself..." he repeated, observing from the window the girl
running out in her useless search.
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
"Can you do it, Verdandi?" "Yes. But, Loki-sama..." "Onegai" The Norn goddess breathed looser. "Is this really alright for you, Loki-sama?" "I want her to remember nothing about me, Verdandi."
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me.
He opened his hand, looking the pretty accessory. Just put the Verdandi's barrette in the pink hair and everything is going to end. She will forget him completely. And he'd back to the world of the Gods, and his destiny. He closed his hand, keeping the artifact. By the window, he saw her one more time at the gates. He missed that fool smile on her face, the clumsy run to the door. He even missed the forced and discreet way that she walked through the house. Here he is, hidden in that strange form that she would never recognize him as himself. He punched a book, making some noise. Closing his eyes, he waited for the voice that enters... "Loki-kun!!!!"
You used to captivate me By your resonating light But now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
That disappointed look, almost fear... He wanted to try to something, but just smiled. "Gomen ne..." "Daijoubu. Are you alright Miss?" "Iie..."
It was too hard, with all the memories all over the place screaming that he missed her, with her image stuck there. He wouldn't say goodbye there. They walked for a little, to a square with a kind breeze. Mauyra looked to the sides at every moment. She didn't sit down, she couldn't be quiet, and nothing would paralyze her even for a second. "I'm really sorry to bother you... Loki-kun's friend, but I'm going look for him again." And she was going, alone, again. With him there, staying behind...
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
"I'm a god, Mayura." The sounds of the words were fast, and a bit arrogant. He felt his wings open, with a great charge of energy, his serious face looking straight ahead into those pink eyes. Finally, he had said the truth. And now, he could do the right thing... But she laughed. "You seem like Loki-kun, talking that way!" And she turns around, ripping the reason from the Trickster God.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears Wnd I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
"I don't believe in Gods..." She turned her head down. "But if you are really a god... all I want is to see Loki-kun again! Onegaishimasu!" And she ran out, back to anywhere she could look for him. He felt himself stuck, a fool, and undefended, the artifact still in his hands. The girl didn't accept it. There was a stuffy scream in his mind, not very clear and almost dizzy. "Something destined to be followed by..." Isn't it the Realm of the God's? Isn't that... his fate? To fight Odin, and be King and...? He looked the artifact one more time. Even if she forgot him, he would never forget her. He clenched his fingers into his palm, breaking the object.
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me I've been alone all along
She ran just about everywhere until returning to the same place.
In the distance, he observed her standing in front of the old gate,
tirelessly looking inside the big and desert house. There was a mist of dust above the streets, just as the time felt its way into tired eyes. He, who doesn't admit defeat, and gave in to run from everywhere he could be...
He moved some steps, hesitating.
To her, maybe he's always going to be a little boy.
He smiles, calling for her.
"Hey, Mayura..." She turned, surprised. He looked into the trembling eyes above him, in a confused feeling that she recently always seamed to make in him. "Ei, Mayura, don't look at me that way. It seems like you saw a ghost..." "Loki-kun!"
But before he tried to commit herself in another sentence, the girl jumped in his arms, get down in her knees in front of him, holding him so hard in a cherishing embrace, yet trembling... so childish... just like only she could be. He smiled, and left himself stay in her arms... in her life.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me
Loki, the trickster God, lord of Ragnarok, had the fate to fight Odin and become the new King of the Gods... But he fooled the destiny. And he decided to stay in the humans' world.