Love can be harsh sometimes oneshot

NicoMaki Au

I don't own Love Live! Or any related of this

"Nico lets break up"

the girl I used to love her told to me to disconnect our being lovers. I can feel the pressure on my shoulder she told to me. I really didn't feel good at that time, I though we will still together for a long while. But I was wrong, really wrong. I feel my eyes letting my wall falls and there is water breaking down. I didn't know I was crying, I don't care, seeing me in this situation. I can't still believe this happens to me.

"tell me the reason, why you want to break up?" I said, trying not to make my voice louder. It was hard. My heart is planning to break in two pieces.

"I can't continue this relation, Nico"

This is what she all say. I look her face but I didn't see any emotion, I only see blank/heartless expression, like she don't feel any sorry. It makes me furious. All the months I was trying to open her feelings and seeing her only poker/cold face replacing a smile was all for nothing!

"why?" my tears was streaming down all the way and grab her collar. I can't lift her with one hand, cuz of my small frame i'm cursed

"Give me a fucking clear reason, why you want to break up and don't hide it anymore. I want to know it." I demand her and look dead serious in her eyes. She sigh annoyed make me shock.

"I don't love you anymore, Yazawa Nico. I regret dating you for the first place."her voice was lower, she has shot-eating smirk on her face.
I can't believe I fell for a heartless bastard!

I'm really angry right now..

My final snap is out right now, I decide now or never. without thinking probely, i say

"Fine as you wish, I never knew you were a heartless piece of shit aren't you, heh? I though we had a great memories together but it was all fake for you, all the sake of your twisted game of yours." I snap and yell at her. we used to argues for silly stuff and yell each other but this yell is different of that. It's a yell I don't want her stupid face anymore, anymore in my life popping and walking around and doing anything she want.

She can afford anything.

because she is the Nishikino. She has anything, good looks, good house and lots of moneys.

"I hope you die in hell, Maki-chan" that was the last time I said to her before I left the room and left her there like I don't care anymore.

She broke me, really hard. Its like my world is falling in piece. I can't stop crying, my heart was pounding like crazy as I running away without don't give a damn to my surrounding

I just want to go home.

In my room, crying for God damn sake. I still can't believe it, no i don't want to believe it. It's just a nightmare right?

I cried for the whole night, without foods to feed my stomach. I was really depress.

I hate her, but I still love her deep in. But my heart is confuse. It beat so fast, it hurt so hard as I cling my pillow.

And I know now.

Love can be harsh sometimes.

Love is dangerous toying around.