A/N: This is my first fanfic in a while. I just got a new laptop and it dosen't have word perfect so forgive me if there are any spelling errors in the story. It is a narusaku story and will maybe have a small amount of angst, but really it may seem more like drama. Any way its about Sakura coming to terms with the fact that, yes, she is in love with Naruto (sorry saussaku fans but its never going to happen) and that she needs to tell him as soon as possible. I want you all to remember that I absolutly despise flames, I consider them a waste of my time to read if all your going to say is " oh this story sucks, go die, go play in trafic", I welcome constructive critizism but not flames I will laugh at you if you flame because obviously you are a loser with no life who feels the need to bring others down because your life sucks. NO FLAME ZONE. Now that I've said that its time to start the story but first a disclamer
D: I don't own naruto, if I did Naruto would have killed that emo bitch boy ( A.K.A. Sas-gay)
Chapter one
Coming to terms with it
Years.
It had been years.
Years sence he failed to keep his promise, years sence he failed to bring his brother back, years sence he failed to make her happy
Alone in the dark of his appartment, Uzumaki Naruto lay in his bed unable to sleep. This wasn't that much diffrent than any other night, in fact it was very normal for Naruto to spend most of the night staring at his roof. If he did sleep that ment that he must have been very worn out from his training. It was ok though, he had gotten used to sleepless nights now and it didn't bother him. He would just go about his day and act like nothing was wrong the next day. No one, to his knowing, was aware of the problems he faced at night if he sleept.
The nightmares.
The horrible nightmares about the man he considered his brother and the only woman he has ever loved.
Most would think these nightmare consisted of said man and woman confessing there love to eachother leaving the one having the nightmare to be alone for the rest of his life.
How Naruto wished it were that, he might be able to handel that a little better.
No these where much worse. Years ago Uchiha Sasuke left the village for power and left behind his friends. Then when they finaly found him, he cared nothing for them and the words he told Naruto that day will never be forgotten
" I let you live on a whim, and now I'm going to kill you on a whim"
Those words would never leave Naruto. Haruno Sakura, the name of Naruto's first and only love. This woman managed to enter Naruto's every thought, and it drove him mad.
BUZZZ. BUZZZ. BUZZZ.
His alarm went off and he sighed and looked at it.
"Again no sleep, sigh But I geuss this is normal." He hit the button and started to get ready for the day. He took a shower and put on his usall atire of orange and black. He still wore it even after two years after he got back from his traing trip with Jiraiya. It still fit him and it's not like the stores would let him in without starting to yell "Demon" or "Monster get out of my shop", so in the end he didn't have many options.
Once he was ready he left his appartment and went to go to the Hokage's office and get a mission. Pretty soon he bumped into her. Sakura.
"Good moring Naruto" she said with a smile.
"Good moring Sakura-chan" he said with a little less than real smile. He really didn't have the energy to give one of his famous foxy grins.
"Are you heading to the Hokages office too?" She asked.
"Ya I want to see if baa-chan has a mission for me"
"Great we can walk together then"
"Sounds good" He said with a real smile this time.
'Naruto always has such a welcoming smile'
'Ya and a great ass too'
'Ya a great a-WAIT A SECOND. I am not looking at Naruto like that'
'Oh really sure you don't want to?' her inner self asked with a small grin on her mental face
'I..Im sure, I mean Naruto's just a really good friend...right?'
'Man are you clueless girl. Im not going to answer if you can't see it yourself, and besides your here anyway.'
Saukra was pulled from her conversation with her inner self when she realized they where at the hokage's office. She would confront her inner self about this matter later for now she had some important bisness to attend to.
They entered the large biulding and went to the mission room to get assigned there missions
"Good morining Master" Said Sakura
"Good morning Baa-chan" Said Naruto as he douged a chair that was thrown at him
"Brat I told you not to call me that how many times now!" yelled a enraged Tsunade.
"Not enough Baa-chan" Naruto said with a smile. "Anyway what missions do you have for us hokage-sama"
"Thats better, now then-oh whats this. It would seem you two are due for your two week vacation."
"Really, I've been waiting forever for that" Said Sakura happly 'maybe I can go to the beach or hang out with ino at the shoping district or maybe I can-'
'Have hot make out sesions with Naruto-kun'
'Ya that sounds gr-WAIT AGAIN WITH THIS! I don't want to do that.'
'Oh really well what do you think of this' suddenly Sakura's mind was filled of images of her on top of Naruto. Both where eather naked or waring very little clothing. The thing that got Sakura was that they where kissing. Naruto's hands romed her body and she moned when his hands went over her exposed back and began to draw hearts and other shapes then his hand went lower. Lower. Even lower...
Back in the real world Sakura had been standing there with this weird look on her face and she was...drooling?
"Uh...Sakura-chan?"
His voice snaped her out of her trance and she let out a small "eep" and looked at Naruto. Her face invented a new shade of red and she looked down. She felt a damp feeling between her legs and knew tha she had gotten wet seeing that.
Naruto suddenly sniffed the air and said "Huh whats that smell?"
Sakura invented in the same day another shade of dark red that her face almost turned blue. Tsunade smelled it to and grined. "Naruto could you go so I can have a private conversation with Sakura"
"Huh what about?" he asked.
"Girl stuff" That's all he needed to know as he left without another word.
Tsunade looked at Sakura and she had a grin plastred on her face that ment trouble for her.
"So what was going on in that little wet dream you had just now?" she asked calmly
"Naruto-kun wasn't doing anything to me in my thoughts!" She said franticly
"Funny I didn't say anything about Naruto-kun when I asked you my question." she said with a grin a mile wide.
'
Busted. Sakura could not talk her way out of that one she had been caught. And now she had to explane this.
"Uh...um...well me and Naruto-kun where making out and I was mostly naked and he was rubing all over my body and he started to reach for my...lower regions. I can't really explane why I had that thought just now but I know that for some reason I liked it. And I can't get it out of my head."
"Sakura I think I know whats wrong, the question is will you be ready for it"
"Please master I need to know. I won't be able to look Naruto-kun strait in the face for a while because of this I really need to know so I can sort this out."
"Sakura it's very simple, you are...how do I say this? I geuss to put it bluntly your in love with him" Those words hit Sakura like a slap to the face. It didn't seem unlikely but at the same time she couldn't believe it. This was Naruto, Her friend Naruto, stupid Naruto, prankster Naruto, hansome Naruto, sexy Naruto
'STOP DOING THAT!'
'Then admit it'
'Admit what?'
'You know what I'm talking about now admit it!'
''I-I...' Then it hit Sakura she knew. She knew that what she felt for Sasuke was just a crush. What she felt around Naruto was so much more. She felt acepted as her not what someone wanted her to be. She felt apreciated and wanted. She wanted to feel these feeling more she wanted to feel them everyday, her next words suprised herself, her inner self, Tsunade, and Naruto who had been esdroping on the conversation from the other side of the door
"I Love Naruto-kun. I love him, I really love him." Sakura said smileing, tiers of joy beging to leak from her eyes.
"Good, now Naruto don't you think you should come back in and tell Sakura how you feel."
Sakura's eyes snaped open and she realized that Naruto had hear everything she said. 'Oh Kami he heard everything I said'
"Sakura-chan I..."
'Here it comes he's going to reject me, and I can't blame him I was so mean to him. Just please Naruto-kun let me down gently please'
"I..." he contiued " I love you too"
Sakura's whole world froze and her knees began to shake. Her heart rat e went up.
"Naruto-kun..." She wispered and walked forward and embrased him holding him tight and not leting him go. Afraid if she did he would dissappear." Naurto-kun...Naruto-kun please say it again I want ot hear it again." She asked, Naurto just smiled and said
"I love you Sakura-chan, I love you with all my heart and soul. If it would make you smile once I'd throw my own soul into hell and suffer for the rest of eternity, just to see you smile once."
"Naruto-kun I love you more then anything. I'm so sorry for all the times I've hit you and called you mean names and refused all of your kindness just because I wanted to impress Sausuke. I know I don't deserve your love but I would give anything for it. I want to feel these feelings that I have for you everyday I wake up. I just want you."
"You don't have to give me anything but your heart thats all I need and all I'll ever want" He looked into her eyes and she looked into his. They blused a little and looked away brefly then they looked back into eachothers eyes. Then there faces closed the distance and shared there first kiss. It was light and tender. They pulled away and each had a dreamy look in there eyes and smiled slightly.
"AHEM"
They both eeped a little when they remembered where they where and tha Tsunade was watching and hearing everything they where saying and doing.
"Well its about time you two admited that to eachother and because I want to I'll give you three weeds insted of two."
"Thank you master"
"Thanks baa-chan" Another chair smashes against the wall
"Now go you two and don't come back for three weeks!"
They left and begain to walk off when Naruto took Sakuras hand in his and said " So what do you wana do now, my cherry blossom. "
Sakura smiled and wispered suductively into his ear " I wana contiune what I was doing in my little day dream today Naruto-kun..." she blew into his ear at the end of her sentence.
This was going to be a very good vacation.
A/N:Phew I did it. Now please Review. I would like at least one review every chapter. I don't think that is asking for very much sence most writers say they want like five or ten before they post the next chapter
Yami signing out!