Every night in my dreams

I see you, I feel you

That is how I know you go on

It was silly of me to fall in love at sixteen, we were just to third class passengers with no money. But she made it worth while she was a free spirit an, Irish girl with hair as fiery as her personality. It was waist length and it shinned like the sun bits of gold came through when I chased her around the deck like we were kids again. Every night in my dreams I imagine it different like, it never happened. I hold her in my arms she was so little, so young. I try to convince just convince myself she's still here with me going on as normal.

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

We came from different places across the sea, me an American through and through and her a girl coming to the big city with her family. We closed the distance between us on the ship and I never thought we'd be far from each other again until it happened and we were farther than ever. I can sometimes here her though telling me she loves me I assume she went on.

Near, far, where ever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart does go on and on

Where ever she is I love her I always will. I cant go on with any other girl my heart lives in her where ever she may be. And she lives on in my heart were two in the same and because of her love will go on in me, not that ill ever show.

Love can touch us one time

And last for a life time

And never let go till we're gone

Love is for life I learned the hard way, she would've wanted me to move on but this is real. Most are afraid of death and its dark depths, but I welcome it when I'm gone we can be together.

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life well always go on

I try to not be bitter but how can I not. One time have a loved only for a week, not long enough. What can I do with my standards and heart stuck on her. She doesn't have to worry though were always going to be just us.

Near, Far, where ever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

I used to sing to her, I remember sometimes. We would sit on the deck lean and watch the water hit the side of the boat. I sometimes close my eyes and imagine her soft melodious voice. The river sounds a lot like the ocean did sometimes, my voice was never as good as hers. I don't sing anymore. The boys say I'm different, I don't trust so much anymore. They don't know my hearts at the bottom on the ocean.

You're here, there's nothing I fear

And I know that my heart will go on

Well stay forever this way

You're safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

As I stand on the edge of the bridge I remember, I remember us laughing and kissing. The way our hands fit just right together I remember running my hands through her hair and thinking we were going to be together forever. I also remember her cold blue hands as the Carpathia pulled me on deck along with her, me refusing to let go. She was grey and her eyes were closed. I remember her like she was an I feel safe, not safe enough. I crumble to the ground in a heap and sob wishing I'm dead maybe if I just close my eyes. I see black now, why me. What did Spot Conlon do to deserve this, and people wonder why I'm so cold. My hearts gone on.