I feel nothing…

When i left,

your world went dark

and so did mine.

Never knowing if i would come back to you.

I know now…

But you don't care anymore.

I look in the house,

Where you moved to after I left.

You are there

with a blond woman on your lap.

She laughs at your joke

and you smile.

It hurts the people from your family,

but you don't care.

You say the words that killed my heart.

"…I Love you..."

You love her now

you have forgotten me

because you didn't know that i still care.

I always knew this was not real.

I always knew you wouldn't miss me.

I hate the way this feels.

I want hate you,

but I love every part of you,