I feel nothing…
When i left,
your world went dark
and so did mine.
Never knowing if i would come back to you.
I know now…
But you don't care anymore.
I look in the house,
Where you moved to after I left.
You are there
with a blond woman on your lap.
She laughs at your joke
and you smile.
It hurts the people from your family,
but you don't care.
You say the words that killed my heart.
"…I Love you..."
You love her now
you have forgotten me
because you didn't know that i still care.
I always knew this was not real.
I always knew you wouldn't miss me.
I hate the way this feels.
I want hate you,
but I love every part of you,
