Does It Matter
Does it matter what you are?
A monster or something much worse?
I will still always love you,
With my heart my mind and everything I am.
Only you matter to me.
That is why I must leave you my love,
To give you what I had taken away,
Your soul and your chance at life.
Does it matter what I say?
If I beg and plead for my life and love?
You will still walk away and never look back.
You will take with you my heart and happiness.
Does anything matter anymore?
Now that I have lost my love?
I can and shall not live in this world,
Now that you have passed from it.
Does it matter what I am?
Broken and almost beyond repair?
You say that you will stay forever,
But how can I believe after what you have done to me.
Does anything else matter to you?
Your family your happiness or even your life?
I know what it is that you want of me,
But I cannot bring myself to give it to you.
Does it matter if I live?
When I could save you?
You say that you are strong enough to fight,
But am I strong enough to let you?
Does it matter what they say?
About you and me together forever?
I will marry you still my love,
So that I might belong to you and you to me.
Why does it not matter to you?
What lies inside me now?
The miracle and the joy that will come,
Because it does matter to me.
Nothing in this world matters but you my love.
I will not let this beauty fade.
I will give you what you have always wanted,
But I have been reluctant to give.
Nothing else matters,
Not distance or time or death,
Only you and me together forever,
Until the ending of the world.