Tainted Love

By: Fluer21

Summary: This is yet again a SAD poem FIC about S&S. They are WAY OOC in this fic. Not for people who like S&S together!

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As I sit on the floor in the dark, The only sound I hear is chop choppy chop.

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In this world darkness consumes me, I think of all my friend who knew me.

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No one knows my fear and sarrow, Thats why I feel so damn hollow.

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In this dark world no one gives a fuck, But me I blame it on my rotton luck.

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The sound still continues, And I blame you.

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Your the reason I'm going mad, Your the one who always makes me sad.

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You say "Fuck you you little bitch!" out of the Blue, And I reply "Hey you know what? Fuck you too!"

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Everyday I wish the same wish, That is that I diddn't exsist.

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Because whats the point of my exsistence, Even if i can't put up no resistence.

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You've hurt me so much through my life, I wish I had a Fucking knife.

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All I here you say is that I'm a Stupid wife, Thats why I lay here and end my life.

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As I feel the blade Glide across my wrist, All i think is that you won't give a shit.

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As I fall to the floor surrounded by my blood, You walk through the door and your eyes begin to flood.

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You look at the blood and then back to me, You ask " How could you? We were ment to be!"

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I look at him and weakly laugh, He stares at me and I stare back.

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As the Darkness slowly consumes me, I think of all the Friends who knew me.

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As I slip deeper and deeper into the black, All I think is I can't go back.

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As I hear the beep beep of Some annoying thing, Fear strikes me for that can only mean one thing.

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I slowly open my eyes, To find myself in a room full of white.

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I look next to me at the chair, To see him sitting there.

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I see him Sleeping peacefully, With my hand upon his knee.

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I thought he said he diddn't love me, If he diddn't, then why did he save me?

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He opens his eyes to meet mine, All I ask him is why?

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He said he was sorry foe all he did, And thats why he wanted me to live.

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He said we would start our lives anew, Thats when he said I love you.

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As I lay in my bed, And ponder those words you said.

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I think they can't be true, Becuase I don't love you.

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As I walk out of you life like the rain, I hope my decision wasn't made in vain.

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You say to my retreating form I love you again, All I have to say to you is farwell my friend.

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