Chapter 1
Sam is happy with his life. How can he not? He has a permanent job as a lawyer, has enough money to buy a house, a car or things he needs to and also a girlfriend. He has been dating Jess since college, now they're preparing for their up-coming wedding which occurred 4 months later.
The truth is he didn't ask Jess to marry him, it just sort of happening when they were watching "Bridesmaids" and discussed then come to the conclusion how come they have been together for a really long time that they haven't married yet. So they decided to go for it.
Sam really feels fine with that. The whole time he and Jess together, everything was fine, they went out sometimes, talked to each other, discussed things and not mention sex. Nothing went wrong. Hell, they don't even have any fight like other couples, it was a good thing right?
Sam really doesn't want to change anything in his life. But he also can't help feeling something missing. He doesn't know what it is. It's like he has nothing although he has everything he wanted now. He wanted to be a lawyer, checked. He wanted a home, checked. Most importantly, he wanted to build a family with a wife and kids, he is building one with Jess.
"I feel the love, I feel the pain (ooh),
not enough to make me whole again.
If only I could feel complete,
a puzzle and a missing piece
gets locked away and buried underneath.
'Cause I know, something is missing,
I know something is missing,
I know something is missing now."