This One-shot was inspired by T. 's song 'Show Me Love' I hope you enjoy!-Jasz
A relationship like theirs was never supposed to blossom. Especially one that consists of a Mikaelson and a Claire witch. A sinfully and deadly mix of attraction if you ask anyone. Davina Claire has pondered upon Kol's need to go against his family. As well as his lack in having faith on anything other than himself.
It's if all the innocence has been sucked out of him… even if he has that playful demeanor with her. With others he's cruel and deadly. He's opened up to her and told her of all the things of his past. The things that were taken from him… How he went on a rampage cross the land when he was still in his original body. In his eyes she can see that there's a battle within him.
As they get in deeper into the web of desire and magic… Davina wants something more. She wants him to tell her how he truly feels… She doesn't want to lose it all just because she made a mistake… She doesn't want to feel lonely as she does now… She just wants him to show her love.
Love, an odd thought to think of a Mikaelson to feel towards another person who isn't themselves. All the things he's done scream of his feelings for her…. Yet she wants him to verbally to tell her. If she wasn't so insecure of it, not that she'd tell him that... Wants him to show her in ways that many others have expressed their love. To have it knocking the door of her heart down. To have her on the ground thanks to all the sudden confession. To feel the love all the way to her core.
Unknown to her, Kol is thinking and feeling the same way. He wants what he's never had… He wants nothing more to have her as his and his alone. Yet he's too afraid to allow such thing to take over him. His heart is filled with scars of the past and he feels that he cannot show what he truly feels. Thanks to being hurt and betrayed so many times by those he cares about.
That is why he sees it as a game where he's always the one to win. He'll sting any one along until he sees it's time to move on. A game that has caused him to think ahead several steps ahead and never be a pawn. Yet the tables have turned and he feels lost. So lost like a loon/lost soul in the Cottage. He wants to show her love… but he wants her to show it as well.
Wants to know that he's not only placing his mortal life on the line for her… He wants to see that she'll do the same for him. To have her want him with the same need and desire that she yearns for. To stop playing this foolish game of cat and mouse they seem to be playing.
It's in his blood, to avoid the pain of been denied love. He'd rather break hearts than to be the one broken. He doesn't want to be the fool that Elijah has become. Nor does he want to be like Rebekah a love sick fool always chasing what they can't have. Nor does he want to be Klaus the only that has the love but is to blind to accept it.
The two souls of Davina Claire and Kol Mikaelson yearning for each other's love. Yet to prideful to allow them to voice it to one another. Scared beings that yearn for affection that is clearly there. Two young beings just wanting a place in each other's mortal lives. A love that is doomed from the start.
There you have it. I'm so sorry about not updating 'Little Things' or 'I Loved Her First' or any other of my stories. Work has been taking most of my time. I'll try to do better. Promise. -Jasz
