I had so much fun with my first drabble "Mixed Fear" that I felt compelled to write a companion drabble...this one is from Starsky's POV.

Feedback is so welcome.

Disclaimer: I do not own Starsky and Hutch, but do have so much fun playing with them.

Thanks Becky for all your help and support.

I'm Still Here

Ollie Bear

Pain mixed with confusion.

What happened? Why can't I move?

Pain mixed with memories.

Shots fired. Shattered glass. So much pain.

Pain mixed with need.

Hutch. Near? I cannot feel you.

Pain mixed with awe.

Is that me lying there? Am I dead?

Pain mixed with peace.

Pop? Terry? I've missed you.

Pain mixed with sadness.

I want to stay.

Pain mixed with the realization.

Hutch still needs me.

Pain mixed with anothers pain.

Buddy. I'm still here.

Pain mixed with reality.

I'll be a burden.

Pain mixed with reassurance.

No...never.

Pain...no...love. Peace.

Us. Always together. Forever.