This is one of my ''dark'' stories. I made one on Fairy Tail, and it kind of made me think into making a dark Kamisama Hajimemashita story. Well, enjoy! (I need to be updating my other stories DX) I do not support bullying, nor suicidal thoughts. This is only a story that imitates that what DOES happen in life so that people DO understand bullying and suicide.
I do not own Kamisama Hajimemashita.
Nanami took in the scent of her school. It smelt like metal, and a mixture of just cool air-conditioning. Nanami didn't know why Tomoe didn't come to school with her today, it was very unusual.
Usually Tomoe would not allow Nanami to step foot off the shrine without his permission.
But he wasn't as up-tight today. It wasn't normal for him to leave her unprotected, especially at school.
Fortunately, that was just delightful for her, which means more alone time. Yeah! She should praise this opportunity of a lifetime. Nanami held onto her fists, and curled her lips into a large grin.
''To class I go!'' Nanami gleamed, her black flats stepping over the wooden board, taking off her shoes.
As Nanami was unlocking her caddy, she saw a girl with Dark, Purple hair, with perfectly cut bangs that adorned her facial shape. Her eyes were like two candy swirls, that had a sour feeling to it. Her cheeks were high, and her lips were in an irritated scowl.
She wore White thigh-high's with green ribbons stitched through them. She had the same Uniform as every other girl, but wore a black blouse instead with a silky ribbon over her moderate chest.
Nanami blinked at the girl, who turned her gaze at her, and narrowed her eyes at her, biting her lip in an aggravating way.
''I will ruin you, Nanami Momozono...'' The girl murmured, chewing at her lips.
Nanami tilted her head, and felt her palms sweat at her. Did she say she would ruin me?
The brunette cleared her head's of any question-filled thoughts, and stretched her slender hand out at the purplette.
''It seems that you know who I am already... Um, what is your name? You look really-'' Nanami was cut off by a snicker escaping the girls lips.
''Save it, bitch.'' She sneered, whipping her body around from the brunette, hand's on her shapely hips, and the echoing sound of her steps.
The brunette stood there, the lump in her throat sinking. Nanami felt her nose react with the tears coming to her eyes. She immediately wiped at her eyes, and her face stood there like a calm feather.
''What did I do...?'' Her voice wavered. Nanami didn't want to be a crybaby, so she stopped her tears wouldn't give off.
Going to Class
As Nanami wouldn't dare to look up, she wailed in her mouth, as she was stepping in the classroom, about to be doing her regular routine of placing her bag in the shelve and sitting down.
But before she could do that, she was greeted with stares of disapproval, scowls, and plain shaming looks.
The brunette blinked, and whipped her head around the classroom.
She turned around to see if anyone was behind her, and there wasn't but just a door. Nanami furrowed her eyebrow, and simply sighed, ignoring the irritated stares.
As she walked over to her desk, she could see that girl she saw earlier. Her expression stood out from all of them, and Nanami could see plain evil in her eyes.
Nanami flinched, and simply ignored her.
Ami, shivering, she poked at Nanami's shoulder. Nanami whipped her head around and furrowed her eyebrow.
Ami's face had a mixture of fear, and disbelief.
''Ami-Chan, what's wrong?'' Nanami said, batting her chocolate eyes completely unaware of what was going on.
Ami looked around, and inched towards Nanami.
''Nanami-Chan, is it true that your dad raped you, then out of overwhelm, you stole Ruka's boyfriend?''
The brunette's face softened, almost too softened and about to cry out of shock.
''W-What?'' Nanami's voice wavered, her heart feeling unfair, but unable to do anything. Who would say that?
Ami gave her a look of confusion. ''Is it true, Nanami-Chan?''
Nanami cringed softly, digging her nails into her palm. ''It's not true, Ami-Chan...It's all a lie!''
The peach haired girl widened her eyes, and pouted, looking down with her aqua eyes.
''I'm sorry, Nanami-Chan...I-I should of trusted you instead of Ruka-San...''
Nanami cocked her head. ''W-Who's Ruka?''
Ami rose her eyebrows. Then grasped Nanami's hands. ''Ruka-San is the most Popular girl here at this school! Besides Kurama-Kun... She is really nice, and she has purple hair,'' Ami pointed her finger at the girl sitting three rows from them, ''That's Ruka-San.''
Nanami narrowed her eyes, and stood up from her chair, her hands compressed at the table.
So she was the one who said these lies to all of my friends...
Nanami walked over to Ruka's desk and stared into her eyes.
''Why would you do this? I never did anything to you...'' Nanami's voice wavered in a powerful remark.
The classmates immediately turned their attention to the two girls.
Ruka, aware of the student's watching, took her advantage to make a new act.
''Are you serious? You stole my love, and now you want my money? Why can't you leave me alone..!'' Ruka replied, shedding fake tears.
Nanami widened her eyes, and turned her head to all of the people that heard what she said.
Echo's of student's gossiping and whispering wouldn't leave Nanami's head.
''I heard that she was evicted from her house along with her father, who raped her.'' A girl with brown hair whispered to her friend.
''Yeah but she deserves that anyway for hurting Ruka-San, she's so nice, and Nanami still goes at it with her money? Unforgivable!'' A girl with green hair said, scowling at Nanami.
Nanami backed away from the crowd. ''W-Wait.. This isn't true... Guys.. Please..'' Nanami muttered at the crowd stepping towards her, leaving her back against the wall.
''You bitch. How dare you hurt Ruka-San! Now you have to get equal the pain that Ruka-San felt!'' A girl with long, red hair sneered, ringing in Nanami's ears.
''No...Please!'' Nanami's tears crawled down her cheeks, her hands clutched her sleeves.
Ami and Kei, who were watching, couldn't bear to see it. Kei tried to stand up, but she couldn't find the courage to.
The girl with red hair flicked Nanami's forehead, her head throbbing. The student's got their phones out, and laughter echoed the classroom.
''Hah! You money-grieving slut.'' The girl sneered, slapping Nanami's rosy cheek.
Nanami screamed in and covered herself for protection, she twitched, and a smile spread over lips.
Yeah! A talisman will work! Nanami quickly reached in her pocket for one, but then she realized all of them were in her bag.
Nanami felt completely hopeless, and the echoes of voices haunted her in her mind, all she was thinking of, was Tomoe. But no... Isn't it weak of her to rely on Tomoe, who has nothing to do with her own human drama?
The girls mimicked her facial expression, and laughed at how pathetic she was.
''I don't usually fight people, but when it comes with messing with my friend, whores like you don't escape.'' The girl screeched, yanking at Nanami's soft brown hair.
Nanami whimpered at the touch and tried to push her away.
The girl gasped, laughing, pulling harder. ''Oh, so you want to fight back? It's not worth it, honey.''
A girl with blue hair behind her ripped open Nanami's suit case, letting all of her stuff fall to the ground.
''Ooh, I wonder what this is.'' She cooed, stomping her papers and books with her feet.
''Guys, Come on! This is fun, ruin all of her stuff!'' She chanted, all of the student's laughter echoing the classroom, and the sound of paper being crushed.
Nanami tried to reach over to get her stuff, she screamed. ''NO! DON'T TOUCH MY STUFF!'' But before she could continue to protest the red haired girl punched at her stomach, and smirked at her expression.
The brunette cringed in pain, and felt herself empty out streaming tears mixed with bruises.
''Pathetic.'' The girls around her started to pinch at Nanami's cheeks, chanting her a nickname.
''Money-Whore Baka! Money-Whore Baka!" They all chanted, and soon all of them were saying it, besides Ami and Kei, and surprisingly Isobe, who was poking at his fingers unable to think of what to do.
The girl that dropped Nanami's suitcase found Tomoe's bento, that he made especially for her... Oh how delicious and perfect it was, oh no. It was shoved in Nanami's face.
The student's busy with ruining her stuff immediately turned their attention to Nanami, and the laughter level rose.
''YOU LOOK SO STUPID!'' The Boy's cried in laughter, throwing rice bits at her.
Her face was mixed in vegetables, and mushy rice. Her taste buds watered as the soft rice got in her mouth, but it wasn't in the mood of the moment to be worrying about rice. Nanami's eyes were half-lidded, her vision was hazy, and even though her eyelashes were covered in rice.
She slowly closed her eyes and let the gravity take her to the ground.
All of the student's immediately stopped laughing, and looked around everywhere.
''I say we beat her to the limit!'' A girl chanted in the crowd.
Everyone cheered in agreement.
Nanami's body was in bruises and blood, and in fact rice. Their hit's increased the incredible pain in her heart, and skin. She felt shattered, she was the meat, left to be eaten in a cage full of wolves, no one to save her...
Later
Suddenly, the student's were interrupted by the slid door's of the teacher, her eyes widened in shock.
She adjusted her glasses as in her sight, desks were shifted, papers were everywhere, and everyone was disorganized.
After a moment of silence, everyone swore that a gulp could be heard with her hawk senses.
''EVERYONE! OUTSIDE IN THE FIELD! 30 LAPS!'' She screeched holding on to her ruler stick, her intense charcoal eyes penetrating each and every student.
All of the students wailed, and groans of frustration echoed the classroom.
When all of the student's were gone, before the teacher could go outside with the rest her class, she saw Nanami, her student, on the ground, looking lifeless to her.
She fell to her knees, and threw her glasses out of the way.
''Who would do this..? Poor child...!'' She gasped, running over to her desk to dial the nurse's office. The teacher immediately ran over to Nanami's aid, and carried her on her back.
''Yes, Ms. Yashime. I have an unconscious student. I will send her over to you in a second!'' She remarked, shoving Nanami's weight more on her back.
At the Nurse
Nanami woke up to the nurse sitting next to her on the bed. She was wearing a white hospital kimono.
She furrowed her eyebrow, but her forehead was still aching from just moving it.
The nurse gave her an exasperated sigh, laid her hand on her forehead.
''You have a lot of pain, dear.'' She said in a worrying tone.
All of her cuts and wounds were patched up, especially her eye, which had an eye patch but her bruises were visible.
Nanami rose herself from the bed, and with a soft expression she asked the nurse, ''What time is it?''
The nurse cocked her head, and was shocked to see she could move.
''The bell just wrung. School is over, and you can go home if you'd like. But, do you have your parent's phone number so I can call them to pick you up?''
Nanami shook her head smiling lightly with her opaque, chocolate eye. ''No, it's fine Ms. Yashime. I walk home by myself. I feel fine.'' Of course Nanami lied, she was in deep pain, and could constantly feel the sharp pain she felt of being hit repeatingly in her nerves.
The nurse sighed, then signed a paper, handing it over to Nanami. ''Here is a doctor's note, to give to your parent/guardian of your severe injuries.''
Nanami blinked, but smiled, holding the paper in her fingers, which did hurt.
''Thank you Ms. Yashime.'' She said raising herself from the comfortable bed, which had all of her leftover warmth that was somehow still in her body.
The nurse smiled back, and opened the door for her.
At the Shrine
Nanami was having trouble walking up the stairs herself, she was in pain and all she wanted to do was cry... But in the inside she couldn't do that because she symbolizes a land god, and a land god shouldn't cry...
Nanami sighed, but whimpered in pain as her legs wanted to give up on her.
She managed to get up over the stairs, and was finally on flat ground.
Nanami stood at the entrance and looked around the shrine. ''Home... Finally.'' She murmured, heaving her body weakly, still walking.
Nanami was greeted by Mizuki, and the will o' wisps.
They all gasped in shock and she fixed her posture, forgetting that she had bruises, and a lot of bandages.
''Nanami-Chan! What happened to you?! You look like you just came from war!'' Mizuki panicked immediately wrapping Nanami's arm around his neck, aiming for body support.
''Nanami-Sama! What do we do!'' The wisp's exclaimed dramatically hugging at her waist.
Nanami sighed, and put on a fake smile. ''Mizuki, Onikiri, Kotetsu, I'm fine. I just fell at school. That's all.'' She said, afraid to tell the real truth, and of course Tomoe would go berserk and try to fry the students with his fox fire.
Mizuki gave her a face of concern, and let go of her. Nanami-Chan, please don't fake your smiles...It hurts me inside...
Nanami cringed as she stepped inside the shrine, meeting Tomoe standing in front of her, his facial expression completely overwhelmed.
''Nanami. WHAT IN THE HELL DID YOU DO AT SCHOOL!?'' He screeched, his facial expression in a broken attitude, losing his every dignity of a familiar.
Nanami shrugged simply and walked past the fox.
''I just fell.'' She muttered, her tears crawling down her cheeks because of the mixture of pain and lies she's dealing with.
Tomoe flattened his ears and turned her around, revealing her pain filled face.
''Nanami... Your a bad liar..'' He groaned softly.
Nanami looked down, her tears continuing to drop on the wooden floor.
''I-It's true...I fell!'' Her voice wavered.
Tomoe cringed and his pain from her tears was driving him nuts.
''What kind of idiot has an eyepatch, and bloody bruises all over their body?'' He growled.
Nanami sighed. ''I don't know.''
Tomoe gave her a serious face, his eyes filled with concern.
''Nanami, tell me what happened dammit!'' He tightened his grip on her shoulders, but the girl broke down to the floor from the pain she was suppressing.
''Tomoe.. It hurts...!'' She whimpered, pulling at her hair, trying to distract the pain.
Tomoe widened his eyes, and bent down next to her, scooping her up into his arms.
''No time for talk now, you need to recover.'' He said softly, staring at her cringing face.
Tomoe slid open the shoji door, and laid Nanami on the fresh made futon he spent time doing while she was at school.
Nanami whimpered out of his contact, and curled her aching legs, her hands cupping her face, not wanting Tomoe to see her in this embarrassing crying state.
He tucked her in the soft blankets, and stood up to go get some medicine.
''Nanami, rest, I will make sure you will recover soon.'' He says, slamming the shoji door shut.
She was alone in the room. The cold air meeting her stinging skin. Her warmth leaving her, those hurtful voices ringing in her ears.
Nanami screamed to herself, and finally let her tears out.
''I-I didn't do anything...I never wanted this..!'' She whimpered in her salty tears.
If you were outside of her room, you could see Mizuki folding the laundry, hearing to Nanami's cries.
Mizuki sighed, clutching the sheet that was in his hands.
''What happened to Nanami-Chan...''
I won't update in a week or so because this is like one of my longest stories, and I need to catch up with my other ones too. Reviews are appreciated. I like reading them :D