No idea where the heck this came from, it´s not even with all the rhime and stuff. Anyway, I just somehow felt like I should put it up here. Please R&R!
All I ever wanted was hard,
All I ever needed was even harder
Both were the same
Impossible for me to have
They were cravings
I could not forget
They rest quietly
For a month or two
They are restless
For a day or two
They will hurt
For the rest of my life
They caused me tears
More times than I could count
I felt like I was drowning
In an open field
Like I was dying
In perfectly good health
Your eyes
Were his
Your face
Was his
Your voice
…Was his
But your touch
Was yours
Your words
Were yours
Your actions
Were yours
How could you have been him
And he have been you
While I was me
Right in between
Feeling things
That were not real
Feeling love
That did not exist
To you
But was undoubtly real
To me
Why
Was I ashamed
Of hating you
For never
Loving me
How
Could you have not
Loved me too
With as much heart
As I did you
When
Did you decide
That other things
Were more important
Than me
Who
Did you think
You were to
Hurt me this much
And never care
Did you even
For just a second
Consider this:
All I ever wanted
Was a hug
To keep me safe
To make me know
I am loved
All I ever needed
Was a family
Who could give me
What I wanted
Every. Single. Day.
One who ment it
And one who cared
Two things you couldn´t
Problem is
You were my only family
Another problem
I loved you
Final problem
You didn´t love me
Conclusion
You killed me
And I let you
Please tell me what you think, advice is always appreciated!
xxx empire14