Dear Eri Sawichika,
Well, there's no simple way to say this so I'm just gonna write what's on my mind. Ever sense the day that I found out that "he" had a girlfriend, I just gave up. I felt alone in a world made of my own sadness. It felt like I was falling into a bottomless pit.
I walked around town for a while to think about everything that happened that night. I came to the conclusion that I wasn't in love with "him" as much as I thought. Eventually, I just went up to the viewing spot to wait for the fireworks to start. I thought that maybe they would make me feel a little better. Don't get me wrong though. I'm trying to bitch to you about how I got my heart broken. I saying how i felt that night. Then, the moment I was just about to start crying, you showed up and I don't think I could've been happier. I can't even begin to tell you how glad I am to have a friend like you. To be honest, your more then a friend to me.
After that night, I've been so thankful that I had you, Tenma and the others as friends. Every day sense then, I started to dream about you. Nothing dirty mind you. They were just sweet and romantic dreams. I thought I was going nuts at first. "Why the hell did I dream that?" or "What the hell was that about?" I would say. Then I gave my dreams some thought and I guess that I was having these dreams because I was slowly seeing you as so much more then my friend, so much more then my best friend.
Eri, I want you to know that all the things that I feel are nothing compared to this one feeling deep in my heart. I want to share my feelings with you. I want you to know these feelings I have. I want these feelings of mine to be yours. I want to make you smile. Not just as someone who's just your friend but as someone close to your heart. You've made me so happy so many times. Now, I want to make you happy by showing you how I feel by showing you every thing that's in my heart is for you and you alone.
What I'm trying to say is that, Eri Sawichika, I love you. I love you so much Eri. I love you with everything that I have. My happiness, Joy, peace, my love; all these things I feel, I feel for you, Eri. Tomorrow, when we can see each other once more, I hope that you will know my feelings and will want to share your own feelings with me. I hope that tomorrow will be the day that I can hold your hand and that our feelings will become each others.
Sincerely yours,
Mikoto Suou
I love you and sweet dreams.