Disclamer: I don't own twilight Stephanie meyer dose

I stared out the window of the car. We were going 30 miles past the speed linit but we didn't have much time to spair.finally what seemed like years we got to the ballet studio. I ran in and saw her there. Laying on the floor there was blood and pireces of broken mirrro everywere. her legges were twisted in the wrong derictions she was barley reconizable. Her face was bursed and bloody but worst of all, I couldn't here a heart beat.I felt calm.to calm. I felt lifeless I felt dead and finally the pain took over me. I ran to her. I had her lifeless body in my arms. I looked at her eyes they were not longer lively. They were flat and dead.

6 months later.

I stard at the celing. I ws with the rest of my family and they were going to some high school in L.A I didn't want to. I couldn't. she should have still hbeen in high school. I felt a jolt of pain. I try not to thing about her but something always remindes me of her. Her big choclote brown eyes. Her long brown hair. Her heart shaped face. STOP IT! I told my self. Moping around will get you now were. Not as if theres anypont of living with out her. These past few months I was dead and breathing. I would have left but that would only make my family sadder. I try to hide my pain but that's not an easy task when you live in the same house as someone who can sence emoshions. I was ore of a zombie then a vampire. The only reason I didn't go to the volturi is because of my family.then I thought of her rotting in the ground. Decomposing. Getting eating by maggots. Eventually turning into dust ( a.n/ that's why I want to be cremated) the only place ill see her is in my momorys which unlike me cant fade away. I was fading away. Dieing on the inside. Being ripped apart. Broken and left to die. My life is over I will never actually live again. Im fading away.

So u probably nitced that she wouldn't have actually died. She would have turned into a vampire. But lets just petend james naver bit her. Sorry about the grammer and spelling I suck at it. I hope you liked it - shannon