Well, this is my first fanfic, so be nice please. I actually have a strong dislike for misa, but i got to thinking about what must be going through her head in her last moments. its quite short and i wrote most of it at 3 in the morning, so it's not great.

Light Yagami........L........Kira....... It was all the same to me.

He was still my boyfriend, it was me he chose, and he loved me. No one else could ever say that, no one could ever claim to love him as much as I did. He was mine.

14th February. When Light was still with me Valentine's Day was always special. Every year we went on romantic dates, although it was sometimes an awkward time; especially when Ryuzaki accompanied us, but they were always perfect. Light was my life, my love, my everything, but the world seemed to be against us. 1st Ryuzaki, then Near we were doomed from the start.

Now as I stand upon the roof of the building where my dearest Light was brutally killed, I gather my thoughts. I suppose many shall think of me weak, others selfish for the act i was about to commit. I think of myself as neither, merely undeserving of life. My very existence has caused so many pains, I have killed many, but I MURDERED Rem and Jealous, if I did not exist the world would have two more darling Shinigami, but also many more criminals.

Many simply regard me as the dumb little blonde who loved too much and knew too little. I shall not attempt to prove them right nor wrong. They're minds are already made up; I am but an irritation to those so quick to judge. No one will miss me. I was once MisaMisa teen model and actor. Once I am gone I shall be just another name on the list of the dead.

My life is going to be too long unless I end it now. Two Shinigami died for me, my life has been drawn out longer and longer. I have shortened it considerably by doing the eye trade, but my lifespan is still longer than any normal human. This I cannot bear. It must end now. I cannot go to heaven or hell; my soul shall be stuck in limbo, but I will endure it and spend each day in limbo thanking god for my short time on earth with light.

Stepping towards the ledge I begin to sing:

Ki wo tsukete kami sama wa miteru
kurai yomichi wa te mo tsunaide kudasai

Hitori de tooku ni de mo itsumo mitsukidashite kureru
Shitteru koto wa zenbu oishiete kureru

Watashi ga oboetenakutemo nandodemo oshiete kureru
Demo zenbu wakatte shimattara dou sureba ii no?

I Jump. I fall. Darkness.