Summary : It's been 3 months since Edward passed away and Bella still can't stop blame herself to accident that killed her love Edward. Can Bella pass her day without thinking of Edward and continuing her future?
Chapter 1
BPOV
3 Months after that accident….
"The day you slipped away, was the day, I found it won't be the same"
I still can't believe, he's gone. Long gone, now that I'm alone. No life. Without him, I felt so lonely. It feels like I don't have any plan to live my life anymore. I forgot how to breath, speak, and I can't think anything but him. One thing that I knew and remember He won't come back to me.
"Bella." suddenly my mother called me
"I'm here momma." I wiped my tears, don't want her to know that I've been crying
"Are you alright, Bella? Darling, tell me what's wrong?" Rene hugged me tightly
"I'm alright mum. Nothing's wrong." I replied shortly
"Are you crying over him again, sweetheart?" My mother knew me too well
"Momma.." I groaned. I don't like discussing this again
"Bella, sweetie. It's been 3 months, since he's died. You're young, beautiful and smart. You can find better guy than Edward, Bella." She said angrily
"How could you say that? I love Edward, mum, just Edward. He died because of me, he won't have a car accident if I didn't kick him out. It's my fault. I can't love another guy, I love him too much. I just can't" I cried
"I don't know what he did to you, 'til you're like this right now. Calm yourself down, then we talk again" She leaved the room
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