*soso's perspective*
I'm hiding in the library with her booze, I don't have any tears left but somehow I'm still crying. It feels like my somebody ripped my heart from my body and is not making me watch how he is ripping it apart, I know that's not possible but losing her, seeing her dead on the floor, it shattered me. My body refilled the tears in stock because I feel them flowing down my cheeks, I feel a hand wiping the tears away.
"go away" I say, I don't want to be around anyone now
"man! Why you acting like that, what'd I do wrong!"
I look up and see her, she is standing right in front of me. I wipe my eyes and mumble "this can't be happening, you can't be here. I saw you die, please go away, I can't handle this….. not now. This is happening inside my head"
She lifts my face up by placing her hands on my cheeks
"of course this is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean it isn't real? Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if one remembers to turn on the light"
Despite everything I laugh "you might be the real Poussey, quoting Harry Potter on me, twice!"
"that's what I like to hear forever, and if that's not possible I want to hear it at least 'till I'm really gone"
"I don't want to talk about that, let me enjoy you now, while I still can" I stand up and pull her close, I kiss her, it feels so damn good. I feel this hunger I can't explain, I need to feel more of her skin. I start undressing her as fast as I can, I want to taste her now I still can. Her shirt is now off and I'm kissing down her neck, down all the way to her titties. They're not big but I like them, I don't stay there long though. I'm to hungry. I go back up and start kissing her again, I'm gently pushing her back until she can lean against a wall. I pull down her pants and take them off, I start stroking her clit while I keep kissing her. I don't really know what I'm doing but I'm just doing what feels right. I go down and put one of her legs over my shoulder, I start kissing her thighs and I hear her moan. I flick my tong over her clit and keep circling around it, I bring my hand up to her centre. I can feel how wet she is, it's awesome. I lick some juice out of there and moan of the taste of it, I slowly slide one finger in her and pull it out again, I keep doing that for a while. I start doing the same thing with two fingers and then with tree, I'm going faster and faster. I hear panting above me but I concentrate on the task at hand, I start licking her clit again and I feel like it isn't going to take a lot longer for her to come. I am right, merely a few seconds later I feel a lot of things happening in her body. I slowly let her come down from her height.
"wow" she says after she caught her breath "thank you, I'm afraid I have to go now but know that I will always love you and that I will always be with you"
I get scared, "no you can't leave, Please No….." but she is already fading away, I realize that she is really gone and start crying, I sit down and close my eyes
"please don't leave, please don't leave, please don't leave" I keep saying as if it is going to help, when I open my eyes again and see Healy's face in front of mine
"Inmate Soso, stand up! It is time for count" he shouts, I get up. I'm still crying, when Healy can't hear me anymore I whisper
"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if one remembers to turn on the light"