chapter 1

Elsa's pov (point of view)

I was at home alone...again. I was doing my school work, I'm home schooled so I'm home alone a lot. I have not ate for like a week. My sister should be home in a hour from school.

I walk to my mirror and think. Wow what a fat girl. Why am I even alive? I am a waste of space. He is not proud of you. He will never really love you because you are a nobody.

I walked away from the mirror and walked to my desk and did my school work. I saw my dads car pull up in the drive way. I panicked. He is the He in my mind. I started to fix my bun and my dress,I also walked to my dresser and fixed my makeup. I could hear my dad coming up the stairs,then my dad knocked on my door. I walked gracefully to the door and opened the door slowly. I did a fake smile to him and let him come in. He smiled. "Hello dear how was your day?"

"Fine how was your?"

"Perfect thanks for asking. I think that you should change dear."

"Why dad?"

"Because you are wearing a very short dress." My dress went a little passed my knees.

"Dad no its not."

"YES IT IS! You are not worth that dress, you are worth nothing. I'm not proud to call you my kid."

"OK dad, I'll change. Sorry I'll try harder."

"Good girl, now I'll leave you to change. I love you."

"I love you too." He walked out the door ad left me alone again.

I looked at myself in the mirror. Do I even deserve to live. I'm worthless. I have no meaning.

I grabbed the knife from my drawer and sat it on my ice blue bed. I seat at my desk and ripped out 2 pieces of paper. I wrote a letter to my sister and my mom with shaking hands.

dear, Anna

Sorry that I made you sad. I just couldn't take it any more. You were the only one who really knew me. I know that you will move on from this. I hope that this will make you stronger. Tell our cousin Rapunzel that I love her and will miss her and you. I will be watching you from up above with God.

So this is it.

I love you Anna.

Love

Elsa.

Dear mom

I'm sorry mom this world is just not my place. I tried to make it work. I'm sorry. I hope that you will forgive me. I am watching you from above with God. tell dad that I love him to. I couldn't take it. Sorry.

So this it.

I love you mom.

Love

Elsa.

I sat the letters on my bed. I grabbed the knife and held it to my neck. But before I could die Anna ran in my room. Her smile went to a frown. "Sis what...what are you doing?" She asked as she got closer.

"Stay away." I said with a firm voice.

"Sis please don't do this!" I couldn't do it any more, I fell to the floor and dropped the knife. Anna ran over and wrapped me up in her arms.

My mind was telling me that I should never eat again and painfully die.

I starve myself if you couldn't figure it out yet.

"Hey lets pray. OK?" Anna asked. "Sure."

Dear lord I just want you to please help my sister and help her get through this. Give her strength and hope and faith. Please lord. We love you Amen.

After we got done praying we got ready for bed. Anna stayed with me the whole night.

Jack's pov

Next day at 4:00

I was walking my little sister home from school. I held my sisters hand because lets just that my neighborhood is not the safest or richest place to live. If you were wondering why my parents don't pick my sister up from school, its because my dad walked out on us when I was 8 and my sister was 2. Now we are 17 and 10. So its been about 8 years. Oh and my mom is drunk. There really is no nice way to put that.

"Jake what are we going to do today?" Asked my sister Angel.

"Um, you are going home and I'm hanging out with one of my friends."

"What, no please. Can I come?"

"Maybe, we'll see."

"OK."

We got to our small dirty apartment. I put my key in the door and pushed opened the door.

"MOM? MOM? Are you home?" I walked to the living room and saw my mom knocked out on the sofa. Angel followed me to the living room and saw our mom. Her little face fell into a frown. She ran to her room and shut the door. I walked to her room and knocked. She opened the door slowly. "Are you OK?"

"Yeah, but do I have to stay here alone with her like that?"

"No, its OK you can come."

"Thanks." She gave me a big hug and ran in her room. She came out with a crown on her head and her book bag. She loved to dream she was a princess. Before we walked out of the apartment I grabbed one of her night gowns, our toothbrushes and her small pink jacket. She sometimes gets easily cold in the fall. "Here put this on." I handed her the pink small jacket. She started to put it on but she couldn't get her other arm in. I helped her put her arm in,then I went down to her level and zipped her jacket for her. After that we walked out of the apartment and I locked the apartment and grabbed Angel's hand again. We walked to my friends Hiccup's house.

Hiccup's pov

He died 9 months ago. My dad, he died 9 months ago. he died by a drunk driver. I was outside working on my dads car for him. Its the only thing I have left of him. I had the radio playing while I was under the car and my dads favorite song came on live like you were dieing. I come out from under the car and sat on the pavement and cried. I miss him so much. I miss the way he would come home with the music playing loud, the way he would kiss my mom in morning, He loved her so much, the way he would help my try and impress all of my crushes, and the way he loved me.

He was killed by a drunk driver. In this car. His favorite car. Thats why I'm trying to fix it. After the song was done I walked inside and took a shower to get all the grease off of me, after I was done with my shower I walked to my room and got dressed.

I heard my mom yell "HICCUP YOUR FRIEND IS HERE."

"OK MOM." What friend? I walked down the hall and saw my friend Jack with his little sister Angel. I smiled at how Angel was wearing a crown on her head. Angel went in the living room and sat on the floor and pulled out a Barbie doll and started playing. "Hey, have you done your school work yet?" Jack asked as he walked to her.

"No." She said with a frown.

"Well a princess needs a good grade so please go start that and if you need help I will be in here, OK."

"OK fine." She stood up and walked to the dining room and started her home work, after that I walked in.

"Hey buddy how have you been?" Jack asked.

"There has been better days, but I'll get better."

"Yeah you will. Sorry I had to drag her along my mom, you know." His smile went to a frown.

"Yeah. Do you need a place to stay for the night?"

"Yeah. I really didn't want Angel to be there with me mom like that."

"Hey man its OK we all have problems." I know not to make a big deal out of it. I've talked to him about and all he say is leave it, so I do.

"Thanks." We sat down on the sofa and we played call of duty for an hour and a half. Angel walked in. "Jack I need you to check my work please."

"Alright you can play now."

"Thanks Jack." She handed him the work and sat on the floor and played with her dolls. Jack went to the dining room and grabbed a pen then came back. He started to check them. "You missed 6. I will help you after dinner. Now put this back in your book back."

"OK, thanks Jack." She grabbed the home work and put it away.

After dinner we all went to my room. "Hey Hiccup can I take a shower?" Jack asked.

"Yeah sure. You can us my body wash and all that. Angel can use my moms too."

"Thanks buddy." He walked out the room and I got him some sleep clothes that he could use.

"Hey Hiccup where am I going to sleep?" I turn around and see little Angel with sleepy blue eyes.

"Um you can sleep on the love seat and Jack can sleep on the sofa."

"OK that will work." she walked in and sat on my bed. "Can I practice my braiding skills on you?" I would say no to anyone else, but those eyes you just can't. "Sure." I sat on the floor in front of her. I could feel her hands moving my hair in three pieces and braiding it. After she finished Jack walked in and grabbed the clothes I got him and went back to the bathroom. Not even giving his little sister who was braiding his best friends hair a weird look. I wonder if she braids his hair to. "Hey Angel you did great but can you undo it?"

"Yeah sure." She untied the braid and stood up and grabbed her night gown and tooth brush.

Jack walked in. "Hey do you have two blankets?"

"Yeah in the my moms room. I will go grab them for you and Angel."

Jack's pov

"OK Angel go on and take your shower and brush your teeth."

"OK, did you brush you teeth too?"

"Yes I did ."

"Good because no girl will date you if you have smelly breath." I laughed at her. She walked in the bathroom and took her shower. Hiccup walked in with two blankets and two pillows.

"Here you go."

"Thanks." I took the blankets and pillows. I walked to the living room. I grabbed Angels stuffed doll. I put the blanket down and the pillow and sat the doll on top of the pillow. then I sat my 'bed' up to. Hiccup walked in.

I walked back in to Hiccup's room and helped my little sister with her homework for thirty minutes. After we finish Angel put her homework away while I grabbed my homework and started in the living room.

Hiccup walked in with a smile on his face. "Hey man you have to see this."

"Is Angel OK?" I asked worried.

"Yeah she's fine." We walked to Hiccup's room and saw my little sister sleeping on his bed watching T.V. I smiled and picked her up. "Night bro." I said as I left the room.

"Night." I walked to the living room and sat her on the love seat and put the blanket on top of her and put her doll next to her. "Good night sweet princess." I kissed her forehead and started my homework and a late night.