Behind the Masks

*I do not own twilight or any of its characters. i just play with them for my own amusement.*

BPOV

"Hey dad, Bella is here." Jake said as he rushed us into the small house to escape the rain.

It seems like its always raining here, well more than usual I guess I should say, ever since they left. I like to think of it as the sky is crying with me when I'm alone at night but I guess to a third party that would sound crazy. Hell I probably am crazy but at least I can admit it to myself. At least I got that going for me.

"Hello earth to Bells!" Jake yelled in my ear, waving his hands in my face. Of course this surprised me so I scream like a 5 year who saw a bug and jumped a few feet in the air. When I finally got my bearings again Jacob was doubled over laughing with tears in his eyes.

"Oh ha-ha let's all scare Bella to death," I stared him down with my hands on my hips.

"Sorry, couldn't resist." he still had a smug smile on his face. What a douche.

"awe don't be mad at me honey," he cuddled me into his arms and rested his head on mine.

He had begun to get braver with stuff like this since I started recovering from my 'zombie days'. Honestly it's getting on my nerves. Why can't he just accept I can't love him like he wants me to. Yea I am ready to move on from him, but Jacob is like my brother. How weird would that be. Never stops him though. Fucking hands bastard. I love him I do but he tries to kiss me one more time I swear to god I won't be responsible for my actions. My father is head of police what is the worst they could do to me? Exactly. Awe crap I'm talking to myself again. At least I didn't say any of it out loud this time…I hope. Okay Bell snap out of it before Jake tries to cope a feel again. What was that? Oh jeez too late…

"Jake what the fuck?" I ripped myself from his arms, now he is gonna get it!

"What?" he said with an innocent smile.

"You know damn well what! I told you to stop that shit! Fuck it I'm sick of this I'm out of here." I stomp away. Or I tried anyway. As soon as I turned around I was immediately pulled back into Jake's chest.

"Come on honey, you know I don't mean anything by it I just want to help you move on is all."

"How Jake? How the hell do you think FEELING ME UP IS GOING TO HELP ME MOVE ON?"

"I just thought-" but he didn't get to finish. I was on a rampage that had been building since he left and NOTHING could stop me now.

"THAT'S JUST IT JAKE YOU DIDN'T THINK! YOU NEVER DO! YOU THINK I LIKE GETTING FELT UP BY SOMEONE WHO I THINK OF AS A BROTHER? FUCK NO! I FEEL DIRTY AND DISGUSTED! NOW YOU LISTEN TO ME JACOB FUCKING BLACK I WANT YOU TO BACK THE FUCK OFF! YOU MAY BE MY FRIEND BUT I REALLY CAN'T STAND YOU WHEN YOU KEEP DOING THIS!"

By this point I was shaking with rage. I couldn't think all I knew was I had a feeling in the back of my mind that I had to get out of here. The woods. That's where I have to go, I can feel it in my very soul.

And with that I took off running. Running from Jake. Running from the house. Running from my past… and straight into a future full of unexpected events.

Okay new story. this was pretty short i know but this was a sudden idea so i still need to work on it. Bella has quite the temper doesn't she? lol trust me you will see plenty of that but hopefully i can shock you guys every now and then. so what do you guys think so far? leave me a review or send me a message