Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or the characters.
A/N: So once again I'm here with a extremely short one-shot. It's probably what you can expect from me in the future, cause I always find myself unable to finish my longer ones. I'll hope you'll enjoy this one and don't forget to review.
Dean's thoughts
I only have 3 months left before I'll go to hell. I know I should be scared or sad or something about this, but I'm not. I couldn't care less. At least that's what everyone thinks. The truth is... I'm scared as hell... And... I just don't want to die. I'm not ready for it. Not yet at least. And then there's Sammy. I'm just so worried for him. I mean, I've been worried for him since the day I carried him out from our burning house, but I'm more worried now than ever. When I die I have no idea how Sam will take it, what he's gonna do. I've already seen how he tries to find something, anything to save me before I die and... I'm afraid it will become an obsession when I die. Just like finding the demon that killed mom became an obsession for dad. I don't want that to happen to Sammy. I just want him to continue with his life just like before. But he has lost so many people. Mom, dad, Jess... and now he's gonna lose me. Sure he'll have Bobby, but... I just don't know. Maybe I'm just being silly. Yeah. I'm sure Sam will be okay. I'm worrying over nothing. Sam is grown up now and he'll be okay.