We Are Lost Chapter One, a twilight fanfic

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EPOV

"EDWAAAAAAARD GET YOUR LITTLE BUTT DOWN HERE OR YOU"LL BE LATE!" I heard Alice scream from downstairs. Today was graduation, and I basicly dont care but Alice was off the walls. I can hear her now running around and heavy footsteps, probably Jasper, following her making sure she didnt kill or masscara to death everything and everyone.

I already had the clothes I was going to wear under my robe on so I just grabbed the robe and hat pulling them on as I walked down the hall. "Coming Alice!" I screamed back. "YOU BETTER!" I heard he screech and then tumble around with something joined with a large thud. "ALICE!" I heard Emmett complain. "You'll thank me when they prove those things cause cancer!" Alice replid and then I praticlly heard Emmett fold his arms and pout like a puppy.

I had to smirk at that. Alice was always bugging Emmett about his obsession with playing with video games. They caused eye cancer or something.

I reached the final step and saw everyone was dressed, they had been waiting for me. "THERE YOU ARE!" Alice said as she rushed over to me and grabbed my arm. "Hey! I want that still attached to me afterwards!" I said trying to pull away from the pixie but she was to strong. "MOVE IT MOVE IT MOVE IT!" She commanded.

"Carlisle and Esme are already in the car?" Emmett whined "But I didnt want to take the MINI VAN!" "TOUGH!" Alice said "NOW MOVE YOUR BRAWNY ASS INTO THAT CAR OR SO HELP ME GOD!" She said but she didnt have time to finish her threat "Alice..." Jasper said warning her about her mood.

She stopped and took a deep breath and the added "Lets go...Please..." She said, obvious it took her effort to be that calm and then say please when she was upset we were only...Oh I dont know...30 minutes early. By the time we get to the school it will be 15 minutes early. Oh jezz Alice stricks again.

Alice shoved Emmett and me in the back while her and Jasper got the seats in the middle of the car. "Finally" Carlisle commented then added under his breath to Esme but we all heard. "I thought she never stop screaming." "HEY!" Alice objected. "Oh no." he said and slunk away from Alice toward the window. "Just start the car." She said a wary. Carlisle obeyed and put the keys in the ignition and we pulled out of the drive way.

Alice was her normal Alice and was bouncing around and Jasper trying to calm her then Emmett teasing everyone.

"You gonna miss your little Bella?" Emmett teased. I smacked him outside the head hard. "Shuuuuut up!" I said as Emmett rubbed the spot I hit. "Owwwww dude!" "You deserve it."

"Did not."

"Did too."

"Did not."

"Did too."

"Did not."

"Did too."

"Did not"

"Did t-"

"SHUT UP YOU TWO!"Alice screamed. We both shut our mouths and sank back into the chairs scared of that little pixie.

Yes, Emmett was right, I was going to miss Bella, in fact I have had a huge crush on her for god knows how long. She was just perfect, sweet, kind, selfless, smart, funny, everything.

We were the best of friends until I started dating Tanya, we just grew apart, she was nice enough but no Bella, I am only going out with her because I thought she help me get over this love for Bella, which I know she would never return. I mean look at me I am just me, plain old me, while she is a goddess, a down right angel, sent from heaven.

There is no ways he would ever even think of dating me, I should be happy with the fact Bella would move on from high school, get married, have kids, but I'm not, not in the slightest. I would give anything to be able to call Bella mine, but I will never be able to, she deserve better. I still sneak into her room at night and watch her sleep.

We finally arrived at the school and Esme was, somehow , as excited as Alice, Even though Bella and I hadnt been as close as we have been in the past, Bella and Alice are still the best of friends and I know she will miss her. They still hang out, but because of Tanya I'm not at home as much, usually I am being dragged god knows where everyday, that may have been the reason we grew apart, I grew apart with my whole family.

Esme dragged Carlisle and Emmett out of the car as Alice dragged me and Jasper. Esme took her purse and dragged up a camera and snapped photos of everyone and everything.

"Shoot." Complained Esme after about a thousand pictures. "I'm out of film." "Good." said Emmett and me at the same time.

"One more and I think I'll go blind." Emmett added swaying from side to side with a dazed look in his eyes.

Maybe that was just for show or maybe that flashes really did get to him I dont know that is just Emmett.

"Hey guys!" I heard a angel speak from behind me and everyone turned to see Bella. She was dressed in the same robe and cap as us and everyone else but she looked a hundred more times beatiuful. she had her hair down long, sliky and flowing, and she was wearing a little eye liner, Roseailes work, Bella never needs nor usually uses make up. Speak of the devil.

"Heyyy." Rose said dragging out the word she walked up to Emmett and he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her in to kiss her full on the lips. We all turned away afirad of how far it would get. "BELLA!" Alice screamed. took her long enough. She raced over and grabbed Bella in a super strength hold.

"?Iamgoingtomiss yousooooomuch!CALLME!EverydayIdontcarhowlateitis!" Alice squealed "Alice!" Bella complained out of breath "YES!" "Cant...Breath..." She stated. Alice quickly let go. "Now I know how it feels to be Emmett." With that we all looked over to see Emmett and Rose, of course, one step away from...well...you know... "KIDS!" Snapped Carlisle and Esme at the same time. "Sorry." the said in unison. Taking huge breaths trying to get air back into their lungs. "LETS GO!" Alice commanded grabbing Bellas hand and dragging her toward the (A/N - I have no idea how graduations work so bare with me while I make stuff up!) Front desk.

Alice moved away and allowed Bella to give the women her name. "Isabella Swan." She stated, and yet again the women shifted throught her papers. "Seat E12"

Bella stepped away and Emmett gave his name, then Rose, then Jasper, then me, getting our seats. "Come on, come on! Come ooooooon!" Alice commanded. We walked but I didnt stop staring at Bella, I couldnt help it she was so beatiful.

I usually try to avoid looking at her because everytime I do it makes me want to cry. We quickly grabbed our seats and Esme and Carlisle to wishing us luck before retreating to the partents section. It droned on, and on, and on, and on, finally it was time for them to hand us our diplomias (A/N - No idea how to spell that!) We all got in a line still in alphebetical order. After a while they reached the C's "Alice Cullen." Alice walked up smiling grabbed her diplomia and then rececived her hand shake before walking over to the seat she had been assigned and waited for the rest to line up and then take the picture of our class. "Emmett Cullen." Emmett did the same as Alice then went over to sit down. "Edward Cullen. I recived my diplomia and got my hand shake then sat down next to Emmett. I tuned out again but I heard familiar names and picked up on them. "Jasper Hale." "Roseaile Hale." "Isabella Swan." We all waited until they reached the end "This is our class of 2008!"

Everyone stood up and threw their hats int he air, Alice was of course jumpig up and down and then smoothing out her hat hair. Emmett was slapping people int he arm and then watching them turn around about to slap him back but then get a look of horror on their face.

Rose was cheering and made her way over to Emmett to make out. yet again. Bella was hugging one of her friends Angela and they were both crying. I wanted so badly to take her in my arms and wipe the tears away but I couldn't.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~ At Jasper's House *~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~~*~

"What is going on with you" Jasper asked, I admit I was acting strange, I just kept thinking of Bella.

"Nothing." I said, sound quite dead. "Come on!" Emmett said. "The girls are out on a girls night I am still amazed Bella talked Alice out of a huge party." I winced a little at the thought of Bella. "So it is Bella?" Jasper inquired. "Spill."

Caving, I breathed "It's Bella."

BPOV - Graduation Day

Greeeeat! Rose was over at my house because Alice needed to get the guys under control. So far I had complained enough so she only almost poked my eyes out with eyeliner, and eye shadow.

"Come on Bella we are going to be late!" Rose complained "Coming coming coming!" I yelled back grabbing my cap and raced off to the car. Tripping two times. I opened the door to shot gun in Roses convertable and slamed the door behind me, Charlie was already at graduation, he said he needed to be there for something for security but I wasn't listening.

"So..."Rose said. "You going to confesse your love to your little Eddie?" She tease. I blushed a bright red. "Shut up!" Rose and Alice were the only ones who knew I liked Edward. Alice kept trying to gt us together but I said it never happen and she eventually stopped.

Me and Edward use to be best friends but when he started dating Tanya we grew apart. He kinda grew apart with his whole family. He could never love me anyway, I was to plain, plain jane.

I pondered that and made small chat with Rose until we reached the school. I saw Jasper, Emmett, Carlisle, Alice, and Edward, I few cars down and we walked over.

"Shoot." Complained Esme. "I'm out of film." "Good." said Emmett and Edward at the same time. "One more and I think I'll go blind." Emmett added swaying from side to side with a dazed look in his eyes.

I'm guessing Esme had a Alice moment and went photo crazy on one picture "Hey guys!" I said Everyone turned around, Edward was closest though, he looked like her was a greek god sent down.

"He never like me," I chanted in my head

"He never like me, how could he love me? Get over him, get over him!"

"?Iamgoingtomiss yousooooomuch!CALLME!EverydayIdontcarhowlateitis!" Alice squealed "Alice!" I complained out of breath. She was sqeezing the life out of me! "YES!" "Cant...Breath..." I stated. Alice quickly let go. "Now I know how it feels to be Emmett." With that we all looked over to see Emmett and Rose, of course, one step away from...well...you know... "KIDS!" Snapped Carlisle and Esme at the same time. "Sorry." the said in unison. Taking huge breaths trying to get air back into their lungs. "LETS GO!" Alice commanded grabbing my arm and dragging me toward the Front desk.

The ceremony was in the aditoruim, and all the graduates sat toward the front in aphabetical order. "Alice Cullen!" Alice chirpped to the lady behind the front desk. She looked up and then back down at her files looking for her seat int he seating arangement. "Seat B24." Alice moved away and allowed me to give the women her name. "Isabella Swan." I stated, and yet again the women shifted throught her papers. "Seat E12" I stepped away and Emmett gave his name, then Rose, then Jasper, then Edward, getting their seats. "Come on, come on! Come ooooooon!" Alice commanded. I felt like someone was staring at me but I shook it off.

I kept trying to look at Edward but everytime he was just ignoring me. It made me want to cry. We quickly grabbed our seats and Esme and Carlisle to wishing us luck before retreating to the partents section. It droned on, and on, and on, and on, finally it was time for them to hand us our diplomias,

We all got in a line still in alphebetical order. After a while they reached the C's "Alice Cullen." Alice walked up smiling grabbed her diplomia and then rececived her hand shake before walking over to the seat she had been assigned and waited for the rest to line up and then take the picture of our class. "Emmett Cullen." Emmett did the same as Alice then went over to sit down. "Edward Cullen. Edward recived his diplomia and got his hand shake then sat down next to Emmett. I stared, I couldnt help it, he had his hair toseled strands in every diretion, even under the cap, goegus beyond belief. I tuned out again but I heard familiar names and picked up on them. "Jasper Hale." "Roseaile Hale." "Isabella Swan."

Oh thats me!

I walked over and reveived my diplomia and my hand got shook...BORING! I can barley sit throught this how can Alice? the ADD child?

We all waited until they reached the end "This is our class of 2008!" Everyone stood up and threw their hats int he air, Alice was of course jumpig up and down and then smoothing out her hat hair. Emmett was slapping people in the arm and then watching them turn around about to slap him back but then get a look of horror on their face. Rose was cheering and made her way over to Emmett to make out. yet again.

I felt a nudge in my arm and turned around, It was Angela, crying up a storm. "I'm going to miss you Bella." she said breaking twice. That reminded me that today was the last day I see alot of them again. I felt tears coming into my eye and a lump choke itself in my throat. "I'm going to miss you too Angela!" I said throwing my arms around her and she to me. We both started to bawl our little eyes out. Last day I may ever see, Angela or any of them again

...Even Edward...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Girl's Night Out *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*

I had talked Alice into a girls night out with me, Angela, her, and Rose. How I did it? It involved tears and and a long speech, but i got her to be able to just go shopping (stupid give and take...Grrrrr.), see a movie, then eat a our favorite resteruant. SNEAKERS! Ooooh so good.

Alice had just handed me a whole rack of clothes to try one and I had just slipped into a black dress with a green satin tie around the waist, and, god knows why, she had my try on green high heels, cute, but I already tripped like 6 times just getting them on. "Bella why you so mopy?" Alice asked I have to admit I was quite quiet, even for myself.

"Nothing." I lied poorly, of course.

"Come on Bella, spill." Rose commanded.

"It's nothing." I said.

"You can tell us." Angela encouraged

And I spilt my guts

Caving, I breathed "It's Edward."

EPOV

"She looks better than ever. "

BPOV

"I couldnt stop staring at him"

E-"I asked her how things were going after graduation."

B-"I asked how his girlfriends was."

E-"I pick her over any girl I'm with." I said truthfully

B-"He is probably really happy now."

E-"I can't even look at her without crying."

B-"He won't even look at me."

E-"I told her I missed her, that I messed up by letting us float apart."

B-"He didnt mean it."

E-"I meant it."

B-"He doesnt mean it."

E-"I love her."

B-"He doesnt love me."

E-"I held her for the last time."

B-"He gave me a friendly hug."

E-"I went home and cried."

B-"I went home and cried."

"I lost her."

"I love him."

Okay, I hope that last part wasnt too confusing. Comment if it was, so I can fix it. I'm in the process of fixing this story.

Signed,

Always Aspiring.