This fanfic is a little screwed up in many ways, just to let you know. Enjoy.
My throat felt tight; I couldn't breath. The palms of my hands were coated in a cold sweat.
"Relax, Bella," Edward whispered in my ear. I was in the Cullens' living room. Everyone was there. Today I was going to be changed into a vampire.
"Are you ready then?" Carlisle asked me.
I nodded, too nervous to speak.
Dang. Where was Jasper when I needed him? He was on a hunting trip with Alice though as we spoke.
Edward held the left side of my head with his hand as the his other hand was rested on my right shoulder. He leaned in, getting ready to bite into my neck. He hesitated just an inch away. He sighed.
"Don't worry, Edward," Carlisle said. "You can do it. I believe in you."
"And if you just end up sucking her blood, I'll be sure to pull you off." Of course Emmett wasn't nervous at all so I wasn't surprised that he would make a joke out of this. Rosalie just stood in the corner of the room, looking out of the window.
With a deep breath, Edward closed his eyes tightly and sank his teeth into my soft skin. At first I didn't really feel anything. Just numbness. And then I did feel it.
Edward pulled his mouth off of my neck and I screamed in pain and fell to the floor. I screamed again and clutched to the leg of the couch. I tried to bite back another yell that coursed through me. My legs kicked a little. Edward fell down to the ground next to me. He looked like he was crying; just without the tears.
"I'm sorry, Bella. I'm sorry," he chanted over and over. He picked me up trying to move me onto the couch. I gripped his shirt so tightly I thought my knuckles would crack. Another scream excaped my lips.
I wish the morphine had worked. This was so painful. I couldn't even compare it to anything.
It was going to be a long three days...
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Of course with all the pain I was in, I wasn't able to sleep. But when the pain stopped; I didn't even need to sleep. I was a vampire now.
A newborn though. I waited for the bloodlust that I would feel. It would rule my life for years until I found control. I was surprised when it didn't come.
"Bella?" Edward's voice was near.
My eyes opened and I looked up at him. I smiled.
He sighed in relief. "Oh, Bella!"
I jumped up, with amazing speed, in less than a second. I hugged him.
"Ow. Bella, please be careful. I'm a little fragile now." He grinned and I heard Emmett's chuckle.
The bloodlust never came. But something else did. I felt something different from a thirst. A hunger.
For vampire.
Holy crap. Okay, was it just me, or did those two last lines send shivers down your spine? Hah. Okay, so I seriously want to know what you guys think about this fanfic so far.