This is it!!! Yey!!! After being a long time reader and fan of fanfiction especially of Gakuen Alice, I'm now fully an author. Cheers!!!

My first fic, "Lifted By an Angel", is a story that formed in my mind sometime ago. It's a story revolving on a love twisted by unfortunate events. A love that is for so long meant to be but forever is never meant to happen. NatsumexMikan.

Hope you like it coz I've put my whole self into it.

Enjoy!!!

-aiyensakura02

Disclaimer: I don't own Gakuen Alice eventhough Kami-sama knows how much I wanted to.

CHAPTER I: Sleeping Problems

'I wish we could just stay forever like this…' Mikan muttered bitterly in her thoughts.

Everything was so quite and peaceful. The night was cold but never the less, it felt somewhat exhilarating enough to soothe you in its calmness. Natsume was sleeping perfectly in Mikan's lap under 'THEIR' legendary sakura tree. Mikan silently adored Natsume's fine features under the glow of the moonlight, her hand endearingly stroking his raven hair. Just like that and everything seemed so perfect.

'perfect huh…' She thought again.

She have always like- no loved him. Natsume Hyuuga- the most gorgeous pervert in the whole wide world. It took her even years to just realize her feelings. Deep inside, how she wished he felt the same way too. But it seems like all he saw in her was being a stupid baka idiot, and his dear little girl.

But she have changed. So much.

She wasn't this stupid idiot baka anymore. A special star student at the age of fifteen. Not to mention a beautiful and mesmerizing young lady she had bloomed into. A no star no more. She have almost been into the genius level of the fire starter, almost that is. How could she not be? She have already mastered her three alices, controlling, nullifying and SEC (Stealing, Erasing and Copying). She have even started doing missions a year ago, sometimes even with Natsume. Though, she just can't help but think about how Natsume gets really pissed everytime she goes on missions, with or without him.

'The ungrateful jerk.' He was the reason for everything she has been. She excelled in her studies because she wanted him to see her as someone smart, not the stupid thing. She became lovely and gorgeous because she wanted him to see her in a different light- as a lady, not like a little girl. She agreed to go on missions because she wanted to help him, to protect him, to be with him. Yeah, she did it all because of him. But he seemed to never even care about it. She's still the stupid baka idiot and his little girl.

So how do we put it in this situation? Simple, life is so unfair…

'Because of him.' This words echoed greatly in Mikan's mind. All because of him. But he seems to not care at all. Or is it? She knew perfectly well how Natsume could disguise his feelings easily putting his trademark façade. She was hoping that somehow, he cares too.

Now, here she is. Sitting under the moonlight by the sakura tree with HIS handsome pervert sleeping comfortable in his lap. How she wished for time to just stand still. Just like now, having the feeling that Natsume, for once, needed comfort in her. But she knew too much never ever assume things, especially when it comes to her flame caster.

Flashback

It's almost midnight. Mikan began shifting uncomfortably in her bed cursing how sleep never seem to get in her senses.

"Damn!", she cursed again. For some unknown reason, her thoughts wandered to a certain raven-haired guy who caught her heart.

"Of all the time I could purely think of you, why now?! Kami-sama knows how much I deserved that sleep after crushing some AAO base lately during that hell of a mission. Aaargh!!!" She stood up in defeat. If she can't sleep at all, better go to some place she could relax. She hastily left her room and made her feet take her to someplace. Mockingly, it brought her to the oh-so-memorable spot- the sakura tree.

"Just great, I was trying to shake that guy of my thoughts and this great feet of mine brought me to a place that purely reminds me of him, oh the irony.", Mikan cursed loud enough for a certain someone to hear.

"What's with 'the guy of my thoughts' you're talking about polkadots?"

Mikan felt surprised to hear a voice in the middle of the night. Much more to see the cursed raven-haired landing on the ground gracefully from the branch of the sakura tree. She was nervous for the fact that Natsume heard what she just said, or worse could have figured out that she likes him because of what she said to herself earlier. Fortunately for her, it seems that Natsume only heard about the 'guy of my thoughts' part. She sighed in relief for that.

"None of your business pervert." She snapped back immediately turning away from him heading back to her room. Instinct told her she needed to get away from him somehow .She was surprised when a hand gripped her wrists causing her to fall off balance under the sakura tree on a sitting position. Before she could react, Natsume immediately lied on her lap.

"Can I borrow your lap for a while? I really wanted to doze a little." Natsume said while closing his eyes.

"Great, what am I now, your portable bed? Get off me you freakin' pervert!" Mikan said while playfully pushing him away.

Much to Mikan's weird happiness, Natsume did not budge a bit. Instead, he just shifted a little and adjusted himself to a better sleeping position.

"…"

"You're so lucky I'm so nice this time. I'll let this pass for now Natsume." Mikan said to the sleeping guy.

"Hn…" Was all Natsume managed to say before closing his eyes shut.

End of Flashback

"Polka." A voice said. Mikan who was deep in her thoughts was surprised, immediately looked down at the guy.

"Thank God. I was really starting to think you practically never wanted to wake up, seeing how much lucky you are right now lying on my lap. My fan boys would kill just to be in your position right now you know." Mikan said rather mockingly.

"Yeah, I think so", Natsume said making Mikan look at him puzzled.

'Did he just said that?' Mikan thought.

"Finding how comfortable your lap is with your fluffier-than-my-fluffiest-pillow, big and fatty legs, I'm sure your fan boys would kill.", Natsume replied sarcastically.

"You did not just said that" Mikan said threatingly.

"Yeah I said that, or you want me to get you a box of cotton buds to clean that stupid ear of yours?"

"I swear I'm gonna kill you one of this days."

"Yeah right. On the contrary, you should feel lucky having the opportunity of me sleeping on your lap. My fan girls would suicide just being in your place right now you know polka."

'I am already feeling lucky' Mikan almost spilled out. "You wish pervert." She said instead.

First chap's up!!! So how did it go?!? Leave me reviews guys... I was actually done with chap II but for the sake of school (I'm gonna be late if I don't hurry up), I'll just upload it tommorow.

See ya soon, and don't forget to leave me reviews...

-aiyensakura02