~Nothing maters.
Nothing ever mattered.
Friendship.
Why Friendship?...
What can I do?...
What do I do?...
Why am I here?...
Why was I born?...
We live for what?...
Is their a greater goal to achieve?...
Do I suffer for a reason?...
Is it my choice?...~
~Questions.
So many questions.
I'm tiered of asking.
Asking myself pointless questions.
Without a answer.
I'm searching.
For what I ask.
Nothing.
No answer.
Again.~
~Silence.
Emptiness.
Left in my mind.
Besides the questions.
The questions are the only thing left.
Where are the answers?
More questions.
I can not escape them.~
~I can not escape life.
Responsibility.
Problems.
Problems...
It seams like their is no end to the problems.
Like the questions.
Maybe that is where the questions come from.
Maybe...~
~Alone, that's how I feel.
Lost, confused.
About what?
I can not answer.
I do not know.
I suppose it's everything.
I lay here wondering, willing my mind to understand.
Emotions running through me like a raging river.
Swept by so fast.~
~I wish I could cry.
I wish I could express how I feel deep inside.
Maybe it could tell me who I am.
Maybe it could it could show me why I'm here.
I try to cry.
To let it all out.
To show the world how I feel.~
~The tears.
The tears that never come.
I still feel them inside.
I cry on the inside so no one can see me.
And yet that's all I want.
For someone to see me.
For someone to know how I feel.
For someone suffer my pain with me.
Someone to turn to in times of trouble.
All ways to know someone is there to turn to.
To let me lean on them and cry, just cry.~
A warm tear fell down his cheek as he closed his eyes and welcomed sleep.
So, how was it? I really need people to review this cause I want to how I did. I can tell if you read this so don't pretend that your not here. If your not in the mood to write a long, one sentence review (yah, like that's really hard) then just rate it or put one word on it, I don't even need your name ( although it would be nice) just let me know how I did.
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-Calypso Baby
Disclaimer: Oh, come on, how many times do I have to say this? 'I don't own Digimon!' Have a nice day! *mumbles to herself* I got to stop writing fanfics, the disclaimers are really getting on my nerves.