This is my first fanfic. Lots more chapters to come hope you enyjoy it!

Chapter one:

8 months earlier: Bella's birthday

I was sitting on my bed as he hoped gracefully through my open window. I knew he was still apauled by jaspers snap at me, but did it really matter, I was still here and I knew having a vampire for a boyfriend had its risks! I decided I would cheer him up a bit.

"hey", I whispered as he lay down on the bed next to me.

"hi" he whispered back giving me a smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

"so I decided as its still my birthday I would like you to kiss me again" I purred and gave him my most seductive smile.

He smiled back, that crooked smile I loved so much and pressed his lips to mine.

I tangled my fingers in his bronze hair just like always, but instead of pulling away like normal he knotted his hands in my hair too. He didn't pull away and I only had a chance to speak when he began to kiss and suckle on my neck to give my a chance to breathe.

"Whats gotten into you?" I panted.

"Its your birthday, he said as he slid his hands down my sides and across my ribcage, repeating the pattern, and since you wont let me spend money on you I'm going to give you a completely natural gift" and he shoved his lips on mine once again. He lay on top of me and he took his own shirt off and left it lying on the end of the bed. I stroked each one of his defined abs and traced each perfect line of his god-like face.

"Now for you" he whispered and before I could even open my mouth to protest he had my top off and it at the end of the bed on top of his. I blushed, seen as I was only lying underneath him in my bra and my sweat pants!

He reached his hands under my back and unclasped my bra, He paused and I nodded my head slightly in agreement. He took it off and threw it to the side of the bed.

He gasped, his golden eyes filled with lust and looked down at me. I blushed deeply again and he lay on top of me again, kissing each cheek. He removed his hands form my hips and placed them over m now fully exposed breasts. I gasped at his cold touch and began to pant heavily.

"Bella, Bella," he whispered my name over and over and I felt my body react to him quicky. I reached down under his stomach, running my hands down his abs and untied the drawstring on his sweat pants and slid them off along with his boxers.

"omg!" I whispered, what did I expect, being a perfect vampire he was going to be perfect down there as well. He pulled my pants down, along with the remainder of my underwear and we began…

Present day:

Now he has left me, PREGNANT WITH TWINS! It has been exactly 8 months,2 weeks, 3 days and 8 hours since he left me all alone in the woods right by my house. I will never forget that day. It was the day my whole world came crashing down. As a result of my perfect birthday, I was now pregnant with his twins. Half human, half vampire. Jacob had told the legend, if a human women has sex with a vampire, which is extremely rare she, doesn't have human babies. They are half vampire! I wont live to see my babies grow up, I die when they are born. I give my life for them. I was more than happy to do this, the love I felt for my babies was like no other. Strong as no other. No other but one. My love for Edward. It hurt to think about him knowing I was in love with hi still. At least if I died, it would be in honour of him and his babies. I decided I would write them a note, to both my babies for when they grew up. I knew this would be a shirt time as I knew about the accelerated growth. In these letters I put how much I love them and how much I always will. I also told them they were to find their father and tell them the story of how they were to be, and how I had died, for them. I also write a letter for Edward, explaining the situation and that I still and always will love him no matter how he feels about me. I put how I wanted him to take care of them and look after them. I also wrote one to Charlie( he kicked me out when I found out I was pregnant and I had been living in a small poxy one bedroomed flat) and told him I had moved away and I was never coming back, I thought it better than to tell him the truth or I had died, at least this way he thought I was safe. I sealed these letters into one big brown envelope, along with my heart.

So that was my first fanfic, and i hoped you liked it. The next chapter will be up soon. Please review!