Kyman has officially broken me.

-Ultimate-Bear-sama

"Come on, Kahl. Just one bite is enough."

No response.

"You haven't eaten in three days. At least put your Jewish mouth to use instead of just chanting shitty weird words."

Still no response.

"Please, babe?"

Silence.

Cartman sighed and put the spoonful of mashed potatoes down. Stirred emotions rose up in him as the boy looked at his lover's eyes. The once, bright light that would immediately lure him to his dreams now died. All he saw was darkness. No emotions crawled to him. It was as if he was numb to every single pain to exist in this world. The red-haired boy did not move, save for the blinking and breathing, nor did his head go to another direction. He did not even utter a single word. Not even a, "I can feed myself, you fatass." was heard. He was frozen. He was silent. He felt nothing.

Whose fault was it that he turned out to be like this?

Guilt grew in him as Cartman thought hard of what do next.

So he doesn't want to eat or talk. What now? A funny story?

"Hey Kahl. Butters tripped and his face fell on dog poop yesterday,"he said in the midst of giggles. "You should've seen him, babe. The poop got stuck in his eyes and he had to be sent to the hospital! He was crying and shit and it was just so funny to watch and-!" Cartman couldn't take it anymore. He laughed so hard that it was enough to make his stomach explode. Indeed, the memory will never be forgotten. The images of what had happened on that night was enough for him to crack.

Unfortunately, not even that worked on Kyle.

Cartman was panicking. Not even that worked on him? At least a "You inconsiderate asshole!" was enough for him.

He groaned. He was such an asshole. Of all the things he could have done to get revenge on Kyle, why did he have to mess with his heart? He was, indeed, one horrible boyfriend.

Cartman, once again, finished up Kyle's tray of food and dumped it on the table. When he got back to his boyfriend, he held his hand and grinned. "How about a walk? Just the two of us?"

And for the first time in three days, he saw Kyle nod.

Cartman had decided that both of them would watch the clouds. His head laid down on the Jewish boy's lap as he stared into the sky.

How long had it been since he did this?

"Look, babe! I see a duck!"

And although Kyle stared into the sky, he did not speak a word nor nod.

But Cartman was not going to give up.

"It's changing to a dinosaur! Do you see that, Kahl?"

Again, no response.

Okay hold on. Kahl responds when I ask him something. So maybe I should...?

Cartman pointed at the strange looking cloud. "What about that, babe? What does that look like to you?"

It took two seconds until he finally heard Kyle's sweet voice.

"A heart being split in half. It's just like my heart: torn into half by outside forces."

Cartman bit his lip. He was extremely guilty. He did not know what to do or say.

He then felt his head falling to the ground. Apparently, Kyle stood up before he even knew it. The redhead looked down at him and said, "I'm sorry, Cartman. But I just can't anymore. I'm like this now. You have to accept it. You don't love me. Stop doing this just to get Heidi back and move on. I don't like being used."

"K-Kahl wait-"

But in an instant, he was gone. Gone from his sight. Probably forever.

And Cartman could do nothing but cry as he watched the sky.

"I do love you, you piece of shit,"he softly uttered.

Even so, he wasn't giving up.

One day, he will win Kyle's heart once again.

And he would do anything to do such no matter what.

Cartman is ready to fight all the monsters to save his damsel-in-distress.

For now, all he could do is watch the clouds.