Well, I wrote this, geez, two years ago, maybe? I really don't remember. It
was part of a splash image that I had on my Schuldich page, which I don't
even remember the address to now. *lol* Oh well. Anyhow, it was about my 22
yr old Schu (basically, his life got screwed up when he was 7, hence the 15
years line, just wanted to clarify that) and how his life has turned around
and he was happy. The page was a personal page about Schwarz, post-original
WK, before Gluhen came out. So this poem just reflected how he'd changed,
due to the relationships he'd found in Schwarz. Just my usual fluffy stuff.
;) Enjoy! I am posting this to commemorate the return of my Schwarz muse!!
For anyone who reads this and remembers the story, I have started working
on Schwarz Kids again. Hasn't been updated yet, but it will be soon. I
might also be possibly re-posting When Words Become Reality. For anyone who
remembers that. ^_^
~*~
No Longer Guilty, that's me indeed
I've paid my dues, and sown my seed
I've lived my life, from day to day
I've listened intently, with nothing to say.
I once was blind, but now I see
Everyone has worth, yes even me
I was never shown love, always alone
But now I have friends, found heart and home.
Put my fears behind me, checked my guilt at the door
No longer a drifter, a junkie, nor whore
I now have a family, three friends in my heart
With these new acquaintances, a new life shall I start
I've been living a lie, for these past fifteen years
Sleeping in stranger's beds, dwelling in fear
But now I am better, with reason to rise above
My heart has now woken, for it's been shown love.
was part of a splash image that I had on my Schuldich page, which I don't
even remember the address to now. *lol* Oh well. Anyhow, it was about my 22
yr old Schu (basically, his life got screwed up when he was 7, hence the 15
years line, just wanted to clarify that) and how his life has turned around
and he was happy. The page was a personal page about Schwarz, post-original
WK, before Gluhen came out. So this poem just reflected how he'd changed,
due to the relationships he'd found in Schwarz. Just my usual fluffy stuff.
;) Enjoy! I am posting this to commemorate the return of my Schwarz muse!!
For anyone who reads this and remembers the story, I have started working
on Schwarz Kids again. Hasn't been updated yet, but it will be soon. I
might also be possibly re-posting When Words Become Reality. For anyone who
remembers that. ^_^
~*~
No Longer Guilty, that's me indeed
I've paid my dues, and sown my seed
I've lived my life, from day to day
I've listened intently, with nothing to say.
I once was blind, but now I see
Everyone has worth, yes even me
I was never shown love, always alone
But now I have friends, found heart and home.
Put my fears behind me, checked my guilt at the door
No longer a drifter, a junkie, nor whore
I now have a family, three friends in my heart
With these new acquaintances, a new life shall I start
I've been living a lie, for these past fifteen years
Sleeping in stranger's beds, dwelling in fear
But now I am better, with reason to rise above
My heart has now woken, for it's been shown love.