Hello. This is my first fanfiction after about two years of a break, so hopefully my writing skills have improved. ^.^ This story draws on inspiration- for everything in Wonderland and the "Alice" concept- from the live-action movie directed by Tim Burton and a manga series titled "Are You Alice?" (which is also sorta where the title for this fic comes from, haha). I highly recommend that you read the manga if you have not yet done so. Also, I do not own Marvel or Alice in Wonderland. Anyway, on to the story!
"Are You _?"
Prologue - Starting from THE END
Pain, agony, suffering. Pain, agony, suffering. Pain, agony- pain pain pain painpainpainpain.
He could feel nothing but pain. He knew nothing but pain. He was nothing but pain. No, no not pain, what was pain? Pain was bad… Or was it? No, pain was… Pain was sweeter than this. But then, what was this? What was he? He didn't know, he couldn't think, couldn't remember. Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?
"Monster." Yes, that's right, isn't it?
"Jotun runt." But wasn't he something else-…..."Asgardian"? No, he was… stolen. A relic. Or was he? No, he must be. Yes, disgusting Jotun runt.
"Worthless."
"Unworthy."
"Mistake."
Yes, all of these things. This is him, and it hurts, it hurts so much, hurts even more than the Chitauri, than Thanos, literally ripping him apart and putting him back together, over and over and over and over and over-
Who am I?
"Loki…"
Who-?
"Loki, where are you?"
Loki? Am I "Loki"? Who is calling me "Loki"? Is that my-
They had his arm again, pulling and digging their claws in and slashing and he could feel every muscle tear and cut and it was too much, too much, he didn't want to feel anymore-
They were grabbing his hips and he felt them violating him-
They were tearing into his back, ripping until their hands came out through his stomach and he could no longer even scream or plead, he could only feel it-
"Loki."
Who am I?