CHANGES
I look at Logan now and I know he's changed not everyone can tell but I can and I'm sure Duncan can too. If Lilly were here she would notice it. Yet she is the reason he has changed so drastically maybe not to the others around him but to those of us who were in the Fab Four know. In fact all three of remaining from our group have changed drastically.
Yet I'm the only one everyone talks about, because I changed outwardly as well as inwardly. Logan and Duncan have only changed on the inside on the outside they try to stay the same even though they aren't.
Logan is bitter now, more than ever. He laughs at the weak and poor, he never used to be so sinister. While he might have made fun of people from a low class he really didn't mean it and he never said anything too hurtful. But now he wants to hurt them to see the anger in their eyes, I'm not sure why but he does. But at least he is showing emotion.
Unlike Duncan, he's no longer really Duncan more like a robot thanks to all those chemicals inside his system. He couldn't handle the pain so he didn't even try to, instead he took those pills, and now he is the shell of the Duncan I once knew and loved. I no longer see the lust for life or that excitement in his eyes. That sparkle that gave proof that he was Lilly's brother even if he never got too wild. He had a thirst for fun, and it hurts so much now to see him like this, and I can't help him. At least he has Logan I should feel betrayed that they had each other to deal with Lilly's death while I just had my Father, I don't I'm happy that they have each other I don't think they could have made it alone. Because know one knew Lilly no one really knew her except for Duncan, Logan and I. She wasn't a rebel or wild, she was just Lilly a girl who loved fun who wanted to live life with out the barriers of what people think.
I know I changed drastically too, I am the most noticeable among the three, I no longer wanted to be seen as sweet innocent Veronica Mars, because that wasn't me anymore. So I had to change I had to adapt to be the new Veronica Mars one that didn't need friends that could just have herself and she would be fine because without them without Logan, Lilly and Duncan I wasn't the same Veronica Mars I was a new girl, one who didn't care what people think just like Lilly didn't care.
A/N: ok so tell me did it suck? Be truthful, but don't flame just to flame if it's horrible tell me why.
Luv U Lots- Ally