Heart Break

'Not all hearts can survive a break'

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Her blood is everywhere. On the ceiling. On the floor. The mirrors coated in a thick coat of its own.

It smells so good, but its her blood.

Bella's

She on the floor basically nothing left of her. She's just a shell of what I loved about her. Her heart has stopped and will never start again. Her blood or whats left in her body will never run through her veins to her face as she blushes. She will never get to ask another stupid and pointless question.

Its all my fault. If only I had not gotten close to her like I told myself to do the first time I saw her walking in the room.

A human and a vampire are to meant to be and now I sit in the studio looking at her blood splattered over everything because James wanted to play with her.

She was different than any human. Her blood drew me like a drunk is to a bar. It was not just her blood it was something else about her. There was more to her than just what vampires see at first glance.

The way she had a slightly crocked smile. Her clumsy nature. It was everything about her that I loved and now. . .now because of me her life has been cut short.

She was only a teenager. So young with a full life ahead of her. She cold have been anything she wanted to be. But now she is nothing but a body of a once healthy teenager.

Because of me a family would have to go through the heart break of losing a child at such a young age.

And its all my fault. If we had not moved back to Forks to where she lived with her father. If only I had been able to stay away from her. If only I could have saved her from me.

So many ifs and so many reason and chances where I could have changed things but I never did. I wanted to have her in my life. I wanted to feel complete for the first time I was turned back when I was still a human boy with human problems.

Now I had probelms that not many vampires face in any amount of time that they are alive. This must be what heart break feels like. The only girl I could ever love is dead because of me.

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Disclaimer: I dotn not own Twilight!!!!!

Okay so this if my first twiligjht fic! I hope you like it!!! This is what I think would happen if they did not save bell from James.

Please READ and REVIEW!!

Later!!!