AN: Hi everyone, this is Sparko! I'm Lalice's big sister! This is my first time posting something on fanfiction, so take it easy. Lalice will be writing the first half of every chapter and i'll be doing the second, see if you can guess where my piece starts!

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Who Wants To Live Forever- Chapter 1- Never Say Forever

Bella's Point Of View

I sat in a curled ball on my bed.

They're gone. I can't believe they're actually gone. Everything was going fine, then all of a sudden. I can't believe it... Renee and Phil have died. Just to add to a suckish year, they have to get killed in a car accident. Why did all this happen to me?

Flashback

I sat in the living room, just staring blankly at the television. My knees where cuddled to my chest and my chin rested ontop of them.

I felt tears roll down my cheeks, thinking of him and his family.

Three months had passed but things weren't getting any better. I was only getting worse. I wrapped my arms around my torso, trying to hold myself together.

Crash.

I jumped up at the noise. It sounded like glass breaking, and it was coming from upstairs. I sat motionless on the couch for a couple of seconds, contemplating what I should do. I got up slowly and grabbed the bottle of peper spray from my jeans pocket. Charlie insisted on me keeping it with me, and at that second, I was glad.

I ascended the stairs slowly, trying to make as little noise as possible. The pepper spray felt heavy in my hand, even though it was just a little can. I shook it in my hand, checking to see how much was left.

Barely any. Just my luck.

I stopped outside the room the noise seemed to be coming from- my bedroom. I took a deep breath before placing my hand on the knob. I held the pepper spray up higher, preparing myself. I flung the door open and was met by three pairs of red eyes.

Suddenly, I was thrown into the wall. The last thing I felt was venom spreading throughout my body.

End Flashback

That was only the start of the problems that faced me. Like telling Charlie( I still shudder at the memory), acting human in school, resisting humans and drinking animal blood.

Now Renee and Phil were gone. I had started to depend more on Renee over the past couple of months. She didn't know that I wasn't human anymore, but she listened to my other problems and helped me get over him. She came to visit once or twice(the beauty of contacts). It hit me hard when I got that phone call from the hospital in Phoenix. I couldn't come to terms with myself that my mother was gone forever, and wasn't coming back. I would miss Phil too, of course. He had always been nice to me and there was nothing bad about him. He had become part of the family over the past couple of months and I grew to like him more. And now they're gone, disappeared off the face of the Earth. I would never see them again.

If I could cry, I'd be a bawling wreck right now. But I can't. Because that's what being a vampire does to you. It makes you all...non human, for the lack of better words.

"Bella, come on, we need to go hunt now before Jasper starts to suck Charlie dry!" Alice called from the kitchen. I chuckled at her choice of words.

Alice and Jasper had come knocking on our door a couple of months ago. The Cullen's had all broke apart and Alice decided she wanted to come back to Forks, and, of course, Jasper followed. Charlie lets them stay here since he has a soft spot for Alice.

I threw on my converse before running down the stairs and out the door, where Alice and Jasper where now waiting for me. I smiled at them before turning to Charlie and giving him a quick hug.

"Stat safe, Bells" he said gruffly. I rolled my eyes, he'd never quite gotten used to the fact that I was now both graceful and indestructable.

With that, Alice grabbed ahold of my arm and dragged me unceremoniously from the house. I wrenched my arm out of her vice-like grip and sighed.

"Where to now, O great one" I asked sarcastically.

"We were hoping to stay local if that's okay with you. I haven't predicted anything, but I just get the feeling that something's going to happen."

"Alright then" I said with a shrug, before running off.

******************************** 2 hours later **************************************

I walked in the front door, a bright smile plastered on my face. It had taken Alice and Jasper awhile to catch me after I'd run off, but they did eventually. We'd hunted until we where sure that Jasper would be okay for another while.

On the run home I couldn't help but reflect on when Edward had left me. Alice and Jasper both said he regretted it, but I can't quite believe them, why would he, after all? I'm not special, it annoyed the hell out of him that he couldn't read my mind, I was always putting myself in harms way, Rosalie hated me with a passion etc. What's there to miss?

Thankfully, Alice always did manage to pull me out of my brooding thoughts, this time with the challenge of a play fight's. I'd won, again. Once I was changed, I found I could stop all powers, including Alice and Jasper's. Which gave me a huge advantage in fight's.

I smiled and waved at Charlie before heading upstairs to my room. I picked up my battered copy of Wuthering Heights and started re-reading it for the hundred and twenty second time.

I had been reading for almost an hour when I heard a knock at the door. Alice and Jasper where in the attic doing God-knows-what and Charlie was asleep. So, with a sigh, I ran downstairs and pulled back the door to find myself staring at a pair of bright, emerald green eyes...

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