The summary is right below this, if you don't want to much info, don't read it. I don't think I spoiled anything because there will definitely be some surprises. I apoligize in advance if there are spelling errors, it's 1:00 in the morning and I have to get up at 6:00 but I really didn't want to forget this.
Summary: Bella Swan is an 18 year old collage student at NYU, everything appears to be normal in the life of Bella Swan, but a certain doctor by the name of Carlisle Cullen knows different. Bella doesn't like to flaunt her illness, actually she doesn't tell anyone. Renee and Charlie and a few other close people from forks, are the only people who knows about the stuggle of Bella's life. Bella is determined to keep her illness a secret in New York, she doesn't want anyone's pity. When Bella meets Edward.. everything changes, she finds out that it's possible to enjoy life and to hope for the future, for the first time in her life Bella knows what it feels like to want to survive.. What happens when Carlisle figures out Bella is dating his youngest son, what happens when Bella finds out Edward Mason's legal gaurdian is none other than her Doctor? And how will Edward react when he find out Bella has Cancer.
Disclaimerr: I do not own the Twilight Saga or it's charaters
(A/N) I'm taking a break from Bella's Destiny, I just can't write it right now. I don't know when I will be able to but hopefully soon. I seem to have found the problem, I have a strange obsession with AH at the moment. So this is to satisfy my need for humans. I don't know how this got into my head but I was sitting down at my desk playing with my eight ball when I thought up this idea. So I hope you enjoy and I'll see you at the bottom, if you make it there that is.
Bella's POV
When would it end?
I can't take anymore, if it weren't for Charlie and Renee, I would have already given up, saying 'Hell with this, nothing is worth getting gross ass tubes in your chest and losing your hair'. My life consist of laying in a bed 3 times a week as cruel nurses poke needles into my skin to clear out my blood.
The. Worst. feeling. Ever.
I have ALL. Acute Lymphoblastic leukemia, the longer version for 'pain in the ass'. I was diagnosed when I was 5 and since then I have had to undergo numurous tests, it wasn't to difficult to detect. My gran had a different form of leukemia and never realized it until it was to late. I'm considered 'lucky' because my illness was discovered early on and I have a bone marrow doner.
Who is the fine doner of mine? Well, none other than Jacob Black.
It's very uncommon to have a doner who isn't blood related but there Jake was when I was 9 and dying, he was a perfect match. Since then I've been fine, but my kidneys haven't been working properly and I have to have these stupid tests again. If all goes well I won't need a transplant, but if I do Jake is there and willing.
After Jake was confirmed my perfect match, his father Billy and my dad have been best buds. Jake and I still hang out too, but it's a little different because he is nine years older than I am. Jake always concidered himself my protecter, but things have to change now. I'm eighteen and he is 27, it's about time he settle down with Leah. Of course no one wants to leave my side now, but I'm old enough and mature enough to take care of myself.
"Ouch." I yelled as a nurse stabbed me with a needle. She smiled and whispered a sorry
Talk about heartless bitches.
That may sound a little over dramatic, but honestly, this one nurse. Nurse Tanya, as she prefers to be called, is a total bitch and I'm not just saying that because of my postion. This nurse is a freaking angel compaired to that she-beast. I mean come on, she flirts with . The man is in his 40's and happily married with three kids. Nurse She-beast her self has a thing for one of his kids, she's always 'your son is so talented' and 'I see where he gets his good looks'. Dr. Cullen polietly shrugs her off like a gentleman but I catch the little roll in his eye when she turns to lower my bed or whatever shit she does.
"Isabella" says as he walks into the room with a clipboard in front of his face.
I rolled my eyes and sat forward a bit, only to feel the familiar clench in my stomach.
I covered my mouth with the arm that wasn't hooked up to needles and grabbed for the trash can on the end table.
Another one of the up's in having ALL.
After my violent sickness passed I sat up and took a sit of water, which I wasn't supposed to be drinking but I didn't care.
" I thought I asked you to call me Bella, Dr. Cullen." I said not the least bit embarrased about puking my brains out in front of him, it happens all the time and I've kind of gotten used to it.
He looked up from the board and slightly smirked.
"I apoligize, Bella. I just don't understand why you don't like Isabella, its a very strong name."
I snorted.
"It's too formal." I insisted.
Dr. Cullen smiled and walked over to the machine that was currently clearing my blood.
Gross.
"We're about done, about another 20 minutes or so." He said writing something down on the paper.
Another 20 minutes of torture, I have been sitting here for five hours, 20 minutes wouldn't kill me.
A low chuckle escaped between my lips.
raised his eyebrow.
I shook my head and picked up my Jane Austen's book, still smiling at the dumb irony.
30 minutes later,Yup 30 not 20, and I was walking out of the clinic.
My phone went off.
I checked the caller I.d
Mom.
I sighed.
"Hey mom, I just got out. Everything is fine, don't worry." I said before she could even speak.
"Bella, I really wish you would just come back home. What is so great about New York? You don't know anyone, please com-"
"I'm not having this discussion again. Charlie thinks it's great, I think it's great. You're out voted, deal with it." I didn't mean to sound harsh, but sitting with needles in your arm for almost 6 straight hours does not leave you happy and in the mood for conversations. I'm grumpy and tired and want nothing more than to go back to my apartment and pray Rose isn't home.
"Bella, don't be difficult. I understand you're probably exhausted but I'm your mother and I want to make sure your okay. I know you try and sugar coat everything.." she said in a small voice.
I pinched the bridge of my nose. I was now leaning against my truck in the parking lot. For once she was actually right, it's not fair to take it out on her or any other one else for that matter
"Sorry mom. I'm really don't know anything, I just went to get my blood cleaned. I promise to call you tomorrow."
"Alright, call Charlie too, you know he worry's about you. Bye bye dear. Call if you need anything."
"I will mom, I love you."
I shut my phone and hopped into my truck.
With in minutes I pulled up the familiar apartment I've been living in for the past year, getting out of my truck I threw my hoodie on over my '09' kings of leon t-shirt. It didn't want to explain to my roommate Rosalie about the needle marks on my arms, last time I forgot to cover my arms she accused me of being a herion addict.. Not a comfortable conversation, it took hours for me to convince her otherwise and pray she wouldn't call Charlie and freak him out, though he'd probably put two and two together and realize i'm not a drug junkie.
I took the elevator up to the top floor, smoothing my hair down and popping a peice of gum in my mouth. I needed to look like I came from library and not like I just stepped out of a WWE westling ring.
"Rose?" I called when I turned the doornob, I heard voices coming from the living room. I hesitated at the doorway, Rosalie didn't tell me we would be having company I looked down at my outfit and cringed.
Apart from my black hoddie and kings of leon shirt I was wearing cut off shorts, and my chucks.. not really appropriate for the type of rich friend's Rose has.. It still gets me sometimes, I still didn't understand why she had an ad in the paper looking for a room mate last year when she has a shit load of rich friends.
"Bella! I was wondering were you were. Emmett's here.." I sighed with relief, Emmett was no big deal. Him and Rose have been together since last year, and he pratically lives here. "And he brought his little sister Alice."
Ah, Hell. Great. I've heard about Alice, Emmett says she is presistent and into the whole fashion thing. She is going to take on look at me and tick in disgust, I already know it.
"Um, Rose?" I asked pulling her into the kitchen. "Why are they here?" I asked filling me a cup of water.
"I told you, Bella. Remember last week?" I stared at her in confusion, she sighed and pushed me toward me room. "I told you about going out with Emmett and his brother and sister. Edward's not here, he is going to meet us at the diner but you promised so you have to go."
Shit!
I did promise, I completely over looked my doctor's appointment being on the same day.
"Rose, I'm really tired can't you.." I trailed off when I saw her face fall
She looked so.. desperate.
"Please, Bella. I've never met anyone in his family and I can't go on my own, pleaseee." she pouted out her lip.
I couldn't say no.
"Fine." I sighed, stomping into my room and closing the door so I could find something presentable to wear.
"Thank you, Bella!" She called before I heard her heals clicking on the tile floor toward the living room, where the voices picked up again.
I was really hoping for some time to rest, but in order to keep things a secret I had to keep up with appearances and I guess that entitled going out with Rose and her boy toy's siblings.
After picking out a pair of jeans and a green sweater that covered my arms I threw my hair up into a ponytail. I really didn't see the need to make an effort to impress Emmett's sister that was Rose's job. I brushed my teeth thoroughly and put my chucks on before heading out into the living room. Rose and Alice were talking animatedly in their own little world, Emmett was standing about 2 feet from then grinning so big his dimples were very noticeable. He looked over at me and his grin grew, if that's even possible
"Hey slim!" Emmett called coming over to pick my up in a bone crushing huge.
bad idea.
I was still weak from earlier and my stomach was still reacting to sudden movement. I bit back the vile that began to rise in my throat and smiled up at Emmett when he sat me back down.
"Hi, Emmett." I said when I was sure I wouldn't throw up on him.
"Ali, this is Bella. Slim this is my sister Alice." Emmett said waving the introductions.
I smiled as I took Alice in.
She was small, very small, like child-like small with big deep blue eyes just like Emmett. She was wearing some desighner clothes that I had no idea who made and was just about bouncing with excitement.
"It's so nice to meet you Bella. Emmett told be so much about you and Rose." She pranced over to hug me.
So not what I was expecting, but I hugged her back none the less.
"It's nice meeting you too, Alice." I said, awkwardly maunuvering out of the hug. I didn't want to take the chance of throwing up on her and embarrasing Rose "So, where are we going?" I asked shoving my hands in my pocket.
"That place you and Rose love so much. The Empire Diner." Emmett said, pulling Rose toward him and nuzzeling her neck.
"Great, let's go." I said.
The sooner we leave the sooner this is over and I get to go to sleep.
"Excited are you, Bella?" Emmett asked fallowing me out the door with Alice and Rose next to him.
"Sure, why wouldn't I be?" I asked turning to look at him, hoping my grin looked real.
Alice smiled and looked up at Emmett.
"She hasn't met Edward yet has she?" Alice asked, her eyes twinkling with excitement.
Emmett chuckled and shook his head.
"Nope." He popped the 'p'
"Well, this is going to be a fun night." Alice said laughing darkly with Emmett.
(A/N) Well, there it is. Was it bad? I really hope not, next chapter we meet EDWARRD! what do you think his personality will be like? Judging Alice and Emmett's reaction it's eaither he a total stuck up asshole or he's full of life and down with partying. Maybe both, maybe neither. I'd like to hear your thoughts. So please review!
