I sat there crying, this is what he reduced me to when he was running around with her. I plainly had told him I no longer wanted him to be my guardian angel, simply due to her presence. As soon as those words left my mouth and lingered in the air around us, I regretted everything I said. But then again I also want to protect myself (My heart) from being crushed by what most people enjoyed in they're lives called love. I though, wanted nothing to do with it. The thought of it angered me to the point of tears. I had said goodbye to the only thing that was important to me at this point. PATCH. The name crossed my mind as soon as I gave up empty space to think. I was lying outside in the foggy aftermath of a Saturday storm. It was always foggy around this ridiculous farm house though. PATCH. Ughh. Maybe I should apologize to him for the hatred I pushed towards him. But then again….I don't want to get hurt. I heard a familiar noise coming towards the house, his jeep. I went stiff listening closely to the soft turning of an engine. Then the ignition was immediately put to a halt. I was straightened almost like a pole tuning my ears to every noise. Then the one person I did and didn't want to see walked into the house. I turned on him with pure anger at my vulnerability. I smacked him in the chest "Why?" those were the only words that kept escaping my mouth, "WHY?" I asked again smacking him harder, even though he didn't even seem to budge. He was staring at the ground and I finally fell to my knees in tears and from frustration. He looked down and shook his head, "Angel, no. Don't do this." He Spoke to me. Finally. But by then I was full of anguish, "WHAT?" I screeched at the top of my lungs. Tears sped steadily down my cheeks and onto the porch beneath me. His jaw tightened and he looked away for a brief moment. "Do What?" I continued to scream at him. He picked me up. This startled me, I began to kick and punch at him but he never once loosened his grip on me. He sat me down on the swing and practically pinned me there. I could no longer wipe my tears, or hide my face. "Say it" he said to me, "Make me yours once again". I stared at him, and a sob escaped my chest. It sounded like he had ripped open my heart to expose myself to him. I want him. The thought crossed my mind. He had a sudden falter in his expression that made me cry once more. "Please Angel? Please?" He surprised me by planting a kiss firmly onto my cheek. "Fine" he cried out, and walked off the porch. It started to pour rain once again, but I ran after him. Perfect weather for such a broken situation. You Can't Lose Him Again! My conscious was crying out to me. "I want YOU", I screamed it. "Its you, I want YOU". He turned and looked at me with an expression I could not understand fully. He ran to me and wrapped his hand around my waist "Oh Angel". He kissed me; it was not a simple kiss either. It was an electrified one. He picked me up off the ground and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He turned towards the house and plastered me up against the wall. His kisses trailed down my neck and onto my chest. "Please be mine" I begged him. "I'm yours angel" I smiled as he spoke those words. "Forever and always".