-Title: Punishment.

-Chapter: One, Fuck You With Love.

-Rating: Mature, for all sorts of reasons!

-One-shot Or Series?: Series of ten chapters.

-Pairings: Mello X Matt Mello X NearMello X Matt X Near Light X MisaLight X L.

-Disclaimer: I only wished I owned Death Note…sadly I don't, but I do own this story…yay?

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"I can't believe you would do this!" Matt was mad for once, no that was an understatement at this point. He was pissed, at Mello the love of his life none the less. Most would have to say Matt was fairly simple, and easy going and quite nice and did what ever he was told…of course when he wasn't being lazy. Never the less when he got pissed he got pissed. Even if he was never found of conflict.

"I fucking told you, It didn't matter! None of that did!" Mello yelled back with fire in his pale blue eyes. Matt growled in response and pushed Mello against the black murky colored wall. Not even bothering to be gentle with the other, as evident when Mello felt Matt grip tightly to him.

"Then if it didn't fucking matter, then why the hell did you tell him you loved him!" Matt couldn't think straight, his emotions were getting the better of him. He wondered if Mello ever felt this way, no he was sure he did all the time.
"Hell if I damn well know!" Was Mello's reply, he hissed out in pain as Matt tightened his grip on him, Mello could just feel the others nails dig into him.

"You know what Mello for once fuck you!" Mello glared at Matt, fuck him…fuck him oh no. Mello would have none of that bull shit.

"How fucking dare you, after all I gave you!" Oh now Matt had had enough, after all he ever did for Mello this was getting throw on him!

"After all you gave me? Oh well that clearly amounts to more then I gave you over the…lets see course of fifteen damn years?" Matt hated cursing, though it never did seem to bother him though when Mello would curse…he had grown found even when Mello could call him 'sweet little names'. Hell then again all the stuff he done such a smoking bothered Mello, he supposed they were even in a odd way.

"Mello I'm tired…tired of all this shit, all I want, no all I have ever wanted was to make you happy. So you could realize that there was somebody other then freaking Near in your life!" Matt was pouring his heart and soul out, as well as tears. One would never know thankfully, with him still wearing those 'stupid' orange goggles as Mello had put it.

"All you have ever cared about is Near! And you know what if your so happy with Near then you can go back to fucking him, because hell if your damn 'dog' wants to stay around and be used anymore!" Matt at this point let go of Mello, turning around and picking up his games at were laid out careless upon the dark crimson carpeted floor.

Mello stood there up against the wall taking this all in, a frown upon the sweet lips that Matt desired at one time or another. Absently not even thinking Mello gazed down at the marks on his arms from were Matt had a hold of him. He was sure they were bleeding but he couldn't tell. Only because his vision got blurry. He told himself he wouldn't cry, he told himself this was his punishment from doing such a thing to his best friend and lover.
Matt finally looked up at Mello away from his things that were placed on the stained couch…Matt still had yet to tell Mello what those stains were. Matt had calmed down quite a bit, Mello hadn't though. He coiled up his fingers, his nails digging so hard into his palm that he drew blood. He was holding himself back, from doing what he wasn't sure. His anger perhaps? Or maybe his sadness… Matt all the while being himself couldn't bare to see Mello this way…his Mello, his Mello that not long ago he caught sleeping with who he thought was Mello's rival. Near…the basterd.

"Mello…" Matt muttered out coming closer to the other, sure he was hurt and still mad. Maybe even a little pissed. But he still loved Mello, he knew he did. Deep down he always would, Mello had been is first friend his first love. He was the only one that would ever put up with him, and it was pretty much the same with Mello. "I-I'm sorry Matt.." Mello's eyes began to tear up, he wasn't one to cry ever…in fact he would always tease Matt when he cried in there younger years. But now he was crying this was the first time he had since his family was killed in an explosion, he remembered of coarse because the explosion Kira had caused and left him with a scar, reminded him everyday of how his family had died.

Matt got much more closer almost tripping over his PSP in the posses that he had forgotten to pick up. He placed a hand gently on Mello's scar, Mello flinched at the touch but it was more out of surprise then anything. "I know you are…It…just hurts to know I'll always be second place." Matt frowned at this pulling his hand away, but never moving from his spot. "I always feel that way…" Mello spoke his voice slightly soft but still hade that cold tone to it. Matt moved his goggles down, wiping away any tears that were left on his vibrant blue eyes. He then gazed into Mello's eyes…and Mello gazed back. They stayed like this for a few minutes, as if speaking with each other but without truly speaking.

Matt decided to break the gaze and the silence with a sweet and swift passion filled kiss that for the both of them lasted forever…Mello wrapped his arms around Matt, as Matt broke away from the kiss. Mello didn't want Matt to go, and he would make damn sure his dog didn't even if he had to shoot the other. Though that might make matters worse.

"You always give me punishment…do you mind if tonight I give you some?" Matt smirked, he was ok now…glad that Mello at least said sorry, hell he was sure that was the first time Mello ever had.

"I suppose that could be arranged, but first since your still my dog…go get me a damn chocolate bar…Please" Matt could only laugh at that, maybe this was all for the better, he wasn't sure. But he did know that for once.

Punishment would be so fucking sweet.